i swear, even if i don't do anything, drama sneaks up and find me.

i can't decide if today is a bad day. It should be, considering what happened, but then again i don't really feel that it is. this state of ambivalence is perhaps good. at least i am not lapsing into full-fledged please-just-kill-me mode.

what happened?

i got into an accident again. oh my god oh my god oh my god.
yes very unfortunate.

it was raining (it always rains before something bad happens)
i was driving along AYE on the SECOND LANE (not even first lane what were the odds!!!!)
traffic was slow, so as the car stopped in front of me,
naturally i stopped too.
i remember that i didn't stop abruptly.
it was a usual slow stop.
as always, i will check my rear view mirror once i stop.
and the image startled me because i saw an on-coming lorry looming closer and closer at a speed that suggest a crash in say 3 seconds

i was right. this is one of those times i wish i could be wrong about something.
as my car jerked forward from the impact,
the first thought that came to my mind was
' please, let's not bang the car in front as well.'

reality is cruel, because just as i wished that,
my car inched forward just enough to give the car in front a little push.

'my life is over'

all i remember was that the two drivers came over to me
(because i was so shocked i remained in my car)
and asked if i was okay.
naturally, i replied yes and came out of the car to survey the damage,

i was trying not to notice the massive jam we were causing.
thinking back, it was like we were performing a play since we were in the centre lane,
and a three car collision is pretty dramatic.

at first glance, the back of my car was ok.
i think i expected worse after my previous accident (LET'S NOT GO THERE)
this time, it was just two dents or punctures whatever you call it.
i was thinking, 'i can live with this.'

then i move to the front where my car was now kissing the bumper of the car in front.
no visible damage.
a sense of relief washed over me.

as they got down to taking down the particulars and everything
all i really wanted to do was to go school.

to make things worse/better, this guy came over to ask about the accident
he was from this insurance company thing or whatever.
i was really confused and i really wanted to GO TO SCHOOL.

basically i drove away in a daze.
the only thought that drove me was the thought of going to lecture
because that would mean that everything is back to normal.

i think i started calling everyone to tell them about the crash a while later
while still driving
haha totally asking for another accident.

WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY
why why why why why

i swear, even if i don't do anything, drama sneaks up and find me.

i can't decide if today is a bad day. It should be, considering what happened, but then again i don't really feel that it is. this state of ambivalence is perhaps good. at least i am not lapsing into full-fledged please-just-kill-me mode.

what happened?

i got into an accident again. oh my god oh my god oh my god.
yes very unfortunate.

it was raining (it always rains before something bad happens)
i was driving along AYE on the SECOND LANE (not even first lane what were the odds!!!!)
traffic was slow, so as the car stopped in front of me,
naturally i stopped too.
i remember that i didn't stop abruptly.
it was a usual slow stop.
as always, i will check my rear view mirror once i stop.
and the image startled me because i saw an on-coming lorry looming closer and closer at a speed that suggest a crash in say 3 seconds

i was right. this is one of those times i wish i could be wrong about something.
as my car jerked forward from the impact,
the first thought that came to my mind was
' please, let's not bang the car in front as well.'

reality is cruel, because just as i wished that,
my car inched forward just enough to give the car in front a little push.

'my life is over'

all i remember was that the two drivers came over to me
(because i was so shocked i remained in my car)
and asked if i was okay.
naturally, i replied yes and came out of the car to survey the damage,

i was trying not to notice the massive jam we were causing.
thinking back, it was like we were performing a play since we were in the centre lane,
and a three car collision is pretty dramatic.

at first glance, the back of my car was ok.
i think i expected worse after my previous accident (LET'S NOT GO THERE)
this time, it was just two dents or punctures whatever you call it.
i was thinking, 'i can live with this.'

then i move to the front where my car was now kissing the bumper of the car in front.
no visible damage.
a sense of relief washed over me.

as they got down to taking down the particulars and everything
all i really wanted to do was to go school.

to make things worse/better, this guy came over to ask about the accident
he was from this insurance company thing or whatever.
i was really confused and i really wanted to GO TO SCHOOL.

basically i drove away in a daze.
the only thought that drove me was the thought of going to lecture
because that would mean that everything is back to normal.

i think i started calling everyone to tell them about the crash a while later
while still driving
haha totally asking for another accident.

WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY
why why why why why

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