i have always preached the theory of

'when your room's messy, so will your life'

it is obvious i don't live what i preach, because my room is in a horrendous mess.
therefore, i feel absolutely disgusted with myself.
the only reason i am still able to live with myself is because i find ways and means to avoid the mess.
plus it helps that my maid will just pile everything together in an organised pile.
doesn't matter that with everything thrown together, she successfully made things worse.
but at least it looks better that way.

i am so deluded. therefore,with time to kill before dressing up for halloween tonight,
i aim to get to the root of the problem and attempt a very organised and on top of things life.

wish me luck, i need them :)

ps: this is totally random but nowadays whenever my mum asks me who i am going out with, instead of listing the names, i will just point at the photos that are up on my wall (in front of my desk). hahaha works better that way. saves me the trouble of telling her where i know them and all. a picture speaks a thousand words really.





i am a neurotic bordering on insanity.

currently feeling like a fool because as i looked back on how just a week ago or so, i told my dear qiling that the past don't matter. but now, i just feel that it matters a whole lot.
firstly it doesn't feel good being wrong and secondly, oh my goodness i really do understand what she was going through.

you know what, i really don't want to feel this way. this is stupid, childish and i am over it.




a moment, a love,
a dream, a laugh,
a kiss, a cry,
our rights, our wrongs
just stay there
cause i'll be coming over

i absolutely LOVE (500) days of summer.
it's definitely going into my all time favourite movies folder :)
oh my goodness i love it.
i love the movie so much that i am going to buy the DVD, WHICH SAYS ALOT really.


speaking of love, hua ming was a surprised receiver of the love from his friends.
i am just amused at how the whole surprise went down.
can i say how super proud i am of myself, that i managed to lie relentlessly.
even if i didn't manage to convince him, i did however, confuse him.
which isn't all too bad either!











happy belated birthday pat pat :)
(anyway if you reading this, can return my calculator soon? hahaha)


i wish to be normal. i really really want to be normal.

normalcy, if you are listening, why aren't you here yet?

i remember jaslyn once told me:

'if you keep it, it only says that you can't get over it. so you throw them away"

throwing it away seemed harsh and i always thought that it was a sign of running away. i mean if you can't face it, you have not really gotten over it . that was my mentality for so long, but now, i really see how insignificant it is.

it wasn't fair to put it up there with the other beautiful memories. it couldn't compare. its insignificance threatens to reduce the rest to nothingness.

and i will not allow that.

so i throw it away.

not because i am running away, but because there is no reason for it to stay.

a void.



'a month of great changes. '

that's what will come to my mind when i think back on this particular october 2009.
particularly october 10 and october 11.

i need to get used to this.





'if you go around looking for a reason, you are bound to find one'
gossip girl

i love
woeilin and jinglin
for the endless talks about boyfriends, marriage, love and money.
plus for the fact that they are my USA travel buddies. we are so going to get into so much trouble there, i can just see it.

my boyfriend xinyu and my honey weihui. haha but i think xinyu wants to break up with me already! it's alright i still have my honey :) but honey has kit kat now HMM
dinner again soon dearests.

the fact that i take public transport
it's really not that bad honestly.
walking is indeed therapeutic.


i have never found myself in more trouble than i am in now.
interestingly, i have to give up my car since it has been confiscated till further notice.

so today marked day one of venturing about without the convenience of JJQCAR.

don't tell my parents but i kind of like it. hahaha

i tried to take a bus today only to find myself lost and having to walk great distances to my tuition kid's house.
he was pretty surprised to see my face flushed and out of breath. hahaha
i am such a loser.

i realise i love walking though.

but still i wish they will give me back my car keys soon.
i would like to have choices.

even if i don't choose to drive- that should be my decision to make.
and not because they locked up the key somewhere. (location is still being investigated)

i am not sorry for what i did, but i am sorry for not living up to their expectations.


tonight is a great day for humanity.

i am high from vodka and i just uploaded the whole album of photos and videos once my lovely friends stepped out of my house.

the efficiency i displayed astounds even myself.

plus i have never seen SOP so active on facebook commenting before.
thanks for spamming my email guys.

chiewyee: awesomeness cannot be measured
daniel looks on innocently, then said:
'why are you talking about me?'




do you remember the time?


MASSIVE NO SHOW this year hahaha
the attendance just has to get worse every year.
thankfully for us (qiling and i) the hardcore hari raya loving people.
i go for the cute cousins khairi has and qiling goes for the food obviously.

i have always preached the theory of

'when your room's messy, so will your life'

it is obvious i don't live what i preach, because my room is in a horrendous mess.
therefore, i feel absolutely disgusted with myself.
the only reason i am still able to live with myself is because i find ways and means to avoid the mess.
plus it helps that my maid will just pile everything together in an organised pile.
doesn't matter that with everything thrown together, she successfully made things worse.
but at least it looks better that way.

i am so deluded. therefore,with time to kill before dressing up for halloween tonight,
i aim to get to the root of the problem and attempt a very organised and on top of things life.

wish me luck, i need them :)

ps: this is totally random but nowadays whenever my mum asks me who i am going out with, instead of listing the names, i will just point at the photos that are up on my wall (in front of my desk). hahaha works better that way. saves me the trouble of telling her where i know them and all. a picture speaks a thousand words really.





i am a neurotic bordering on insanity.

currently feeling like a fool because as i looked back on how just a week ago or so, i told my dear qiling that the past don't matter. but now, i just feel that it matters a whole lot.
firstly it doesn't feel good being wrong and secondly, oh my goodness i really do understand what she was going through.

you know what, i really don't want to feel this way. this is stupid, childish and i am over it.




a moment, a love,
a dream, a laugh,
a kiss, a cry,
our rights, our wrongs
just stay there
cause i'll be coming over

i absolutely LOVE (500) days of summer.
it's definitely going into my all time favourite movies folder :)
oh my goodness i love it.
i love the movie so much that i am going to buy the DVD, WHICH SAYS ALOT really.


speaking of love, hua ming was a surprised receiver of the love from his friends.
i am just amused at how the whole surprise went down.
can i say how super proud i am of myself, that i managed to lie relentlessly.
even if i didn't manage to convince him, i did however, confuse him.
which isn't all too bad either!











happy belated birthday pat pat :)
(anyway if you reading this, can return my calculator soon? hahaha)


i wish to be normal. i really really want to be normal.

normalcy, if you are listening, why aren't you here yet?

i remember jaslyn once told me:

'if you keep it, it only says that you can't get over it. so you throw them away"

throwing it away seemed harsh and i always thought that it was a sign of running away. i mean if you can't face it, you have not really gotten over it . that was my mentality for so long, but now, i really see how insignificant it is.

it wasn't fair to put it up there with the other beautiful memories. it couldn't compare. its insignificance threatens to reduce the rest to nothingness.

and i will not allow that.

so i throw it away.

not because i am running away, but because there is no reason for it to stay.

a void.



'a month of great changes. '

that's what will come to my mind when i think back on this particular october 2009.
particularly october 10 and october 11.

i need to get used to this.





'if you go around looking for a reason, you are bound to find one'
gossip girl

i love
woeilin and jinglin
for the endless talks about boyfriends, marriage, love and money.
plus for the fact that they are my USA travel buddies. we are so going to get into so much trouble there, i can just see it.

my boyfriend xinyu and my honey weihui. haha but i think xinyu wants to break up with me already! it's alright i still have my honey :) but honey has kit kat now HMM
dinner again soon dearests.

the fact that i take public transport
it's really not that bad honestly.
walking is indeed therapeutic.


i have never found myself in more trouble than i am in now.
interestingly, i have to give up my car since it has been confiscated till further notice.

so today marked day one of venturing about without the convenience of JJQCAR.

don't tell my parents but i kind of like it. hahaha

i tried to take a bus today only to find myself lost and having to walk great distances to my tuition kid's house.
he was pretty surprised to see my face flushed and out of breath. hahaha
i am such a loser.

i realise i love walking though.

but still i wish they will give me back my car keys soon.
i would like to have choices.

even if i don't choose to drive- that should be my decision to make.
and not because they locked up the key somewhere. (location is still being investigated)

i am not sorry for what i did, but i am sorry for not living up to their expectations.


tonight is a great day for humanity.

i am high from vodka and i just uploaded the whole album of photos and videos once my lovely friends stepped out of my house.

the efficiency i displayed astounds even myself.

plus i have never seen SOP so active on facebook commenting before.
thanks for spamming my email guys.

chiewyee: awesomeness cannot be measured
daniel looks on innocently, then said:
'why are you talking about me?'




do you remember the time?


MASSIVE NO SHOW this year hahaha
the attendance just has to get worse every year.
thankfully for us (qiling and i) the hardcore hari raya loving people.
i go for the cute cousins khairi has and qiling goes for the food obviously.

chiewyee!
basically what we have here is a dreamer. someone out of touch with reality. when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly.
bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

Teen Vogue
Fashionista
chronicles of miss snow
chictopia
gossip girl
90210
cindy
daniel
janice
jacelyn
jaslyn
jeremiah
lucas
mavis
mr choy
qiling
sophie
weilun
woei lin
zong bing

December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2012

MOVED!i have finally succumbed to tumblr! please s... it is always a cultural experience to visit jingli... this is how lunlun sees me. even i have to admit, ... don't you just love lucas. haha! today shall be a happy day with janice in town and... respect and honour. i can't emphasise enough for we were saved in this hope, but hope that is s... you don't have to take yourself seriously, but tak...

LAYOUT INSPIRATION COLORS