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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 11:15 PM
i sleep to run away from work it's not good when you start sighing and your friend chides you for it. then 3 seconds later, she sighs. misery truly loves company. RUN FOR YOUR LIFE PEOPLE. i am infectious. I HATE THE TONS OF WORK I HAVE. i just want to go for tuition with abigail everyday. she brightens up my otherwise angst-filled life. :) IKEA CHICKEN CURRY ROCKS MY SOCKS by the way. woeilin please remember to eat your medicine at 11pm! :) @ 12:18 PM
insanity beckons sanity flies out the window the day anyone decides to fall in love. can you really blame a girl for being paranoid? you don't give her a reason not to be. Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 10:20 PM
gosh the worst part about having a headache is that it always strikes when you can't afford to have one @ 10:14 PM
but darling, you are the only exception Maybe I know, somewhere Deep in my soul That love never lasts And we've got to find other ways To make it alone Or keep a straight face And I've always lived like this Keeping a comfortable, distance And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content With loneliness Because none of it was ever worth the risk well, you are the only exception Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 11:47 AM
jolene no xinyu, this post is not about you, it's a song and it's awesome! please just listen to the first 30seconds @ 10:54 AM
lychee martini? gosh what a night. honestly, i cannot remember much but shirlyn and woeilin are quick to point out what i said and did. to them, please consider forgetting. i will let the pictures do the talking: Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 2:21 AM
live, love, laugh so it's true, i am like a blank piece of paper. what i can offer is an empty space for you to write your sorrows, sacrifices, loss or love. what i am is what you make me out to be. your sorrow reflects on me. similarly, if you are happy, it's infected in every fiber of my being. as of now, i am this, perhaps, everyone's finally happy now :) whatever it is, the calmness and the long-lost zest for life is back and i feel like my old old self again. stay, please stayWednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 12:35 PM
many loves today ![]() i love my new hair. i love iphone just because i can play with the hipstamatic application. i love the fact that i am heading for a massage later, followed by my favourite dinner, shopping and supperclub!!! i love/want caramel cheesecake from bakerzin. which reminds me daniel! TIFFANY AND CO. CUPCAKE! faints ![]() @ 12:18 PM
CHEN QIU YI!!!!!!!! my mum has officially lost it. i can't say i feel bad though. it is ridiculous because i might as well said i got a tattoo on my entire back and picked up smoking. she took one look at me (my hair actually) and you should have seen her face. saying that she was extremely angry is the understatement of 2010. thankfully i made the right decision to hide from her in the night before and this morning. so now, my punishment for cutting my hair is that i am not granted an allowance for the rest of my life. she decides that a very mature decision would be to stop giving me money?? when will she realise that she must stop living through me and allow me to be my own person? Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 11:45 PM
hair so short, i have to hide from my mum there's something deeply comforting about cutting away my hair. it was as if every snip took away every possible pain i felt. honestly, impulsiveness was never my style. but it felt good to decide last night to stop brooding and do something, anything. going through with a rash thought was unexpected. my insistence on cutting my hair puzzled many but it made sense to me. my heart wished for it. i wanted drastic change. change so great, i will get distracted by the unfamiliarity. and i got it. i just feel very relieved now. i can breathe even if just for a while. Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 11:57 PM
... there are no words, only tears and a spinning head. Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 9:58 PM
cute @ 7:24 PM
new stationery! i love it when i buy new stationery. it makes me feel purposeful, like i am going to march right out of the bookstore and do something great with those coloured papers, foolscap paper and pens i just bought. with this new-found motivation, i shall once again attempt to tackle my mountains of projects, readings and what-not. i feel giddy with excitement. :D Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 1:16 PM
reasons why i haven't entirely gone insane in school ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() @ 12:10 AM
whatever got into me? i could never fathom the courage i had last August. we were all brave once i think. maybe when i look back 10 years down the road, i would really laugh at the foolishness i cling on so desperately to. what a sad sad thought. Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 11:39 PM
quirky i was mad and i shouted 'that's BULLOCKS' to the air. then i thought of Sandra Bullock and that was when i laughed. and i was fine. @ 3:55 PM
90210! silver: i want to be with you, i just don't want to want to be with you hahahaha @ 2:53 PM
the elusive perfection people don't always make perfect choices. is it human nature to stumble into things that's wrong right from the start? do we live in hope to prove people wrong? do we bear with the imperfection even if it means that we die trying? or are we blind? @ 1:55 PM
yesterday was all about old school songs for sanity's sake, i highly recommend a drive down the entire stretch of ECP and AYE at 5.30am. and of course while at it, listen to the best old school song that you haven't heard in a while, i can see that you have been crying you can't hide it with a lie what's the use in you denying that what you have is wrong i heard him promise you forever but forever's come and gone baby, he would say whatever it takes to keep you blind to the truth between the lines i don't wish to believe in that. Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 1:32 PM
snippets of craziness dan dan da man says (1:09 PM): chiewyee says (1:01 PM): lun. EDAMAME BOY says (1:22 PM): @ 1:03 PM
i am mental like sheldon sometimes i look at you and i am mentally willing you to give me more of yourself. but it's frustrating because there can never be enough. i will always find myself wanting more and that's a weakness i don't particularly find endearing. Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 1:26 PM
when in rome hahaha love this! ♥ josh duhamel @ 12:00 AM
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they say fear is a good thing because you actually have something to lose fear is a scary thing that resides in my heart. it's like a thorn that i am afraid to pull out because i don't want to bleed to death. i don't want to feel life gushing out of me. most importantly, i don't want to feel the impending death and the possibility of nothingness. i fear many things. but mostly i fear you. you scare the living daylights out of me. i used to pride myself on being fearless. there was never an instance that i fear, it was mostly sadness that triumphed. but with you, i fear constantly. i fear losing you, i fear missing you, i fear that you not know how fragile my heart can be and i fear that you might hurt me so deeply that i will just die. and then there is the fear of my fears. can't you see? i am frightened out of my mind. @ 10:49 PM
i am not sick, just fair Today, i was confronted with the idea that i might have some kind of disease. apparently i was simply too fair, and my Bangladeshi tutee found it odd. under normal circumstances, i would have been celebrating the fact that i am recognised as fair-skinned, but today i just felt very insulted and confused. plus being repeatedly asked if i have some kind of disease is not my idea of bonding with a tutee?? DARN KIDS ARE SO RUDE THESE DAYS. Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 12:54 AM
best 'i got your back' moment "It would say 'We Love Liz,' but Troy's not here." — Sully, explaining why their painted shirts spelled out "We Love Iz."'Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 4:44 PM
5 months is a long time Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 1:16 AM
cinco meses baby Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 11:42 PM
while helping lun shop online ![]() chiewyee says (11:30 PM): Tuesday, March 09, 2010 @ 1:05 AM
dear, him trying to be nice now doesn't change the fact that he broke your heart in the most cruel way ever. don't get swept back into a hurricane of your emotions, because he's not worth it @ 1:00 AM
bagus dchen says (11:15 PM): Monday, March 08, 2010 @ 10:02 PM
GEE GEE GEE GEE baikachu i should warn you that the following video might be a little disturbing :) @ 9:45 PM
xavier, read this! I am my own worst critic. Though my self-criticism is mediocre at best.reminded me of you, deluded poor thing :) Saturday, March 06, 2010 @ 1:50 PM
Al Magnus photomanipulation very alice in wonderland. which is my current fear + fascination.Friday, March 05, 2010 @ 4:49 PM
crazy for this girl right now face to face all my fears pushed aside and right now i'm ready to spend the rest of my life with you @ 12:00 PM
what's your price? everyone of you here has a price. you can be bought. as long as i devote time in trying to find out, i can buy all of you. are you cheap, expensive or stubborn? Thursday, March 04, 2010 @ 11:46 PM
during law lecture lecturer: the truth! the truth is... the TRUTH. that's why it's not a lie. to think i was holding my breath to hear something revolutionary and brilliant. @ 10:08 PM
abigail :) ![]() ![]() Wednesday, March 03, 2010 @ 11:14 PM
the hurt locker likes this. @ 8:29 PM
nothing but a ku-ku bird i suspect i am the sole contributor to Singapore's traffic fines. i reckon they figured that i am such a significant contributor that they have my car RFID-ed and tracked whenever, wherever. Is my car that conspicuous to the trained eyes of parking attendants? does it display characteristics of a owner who is highly likely to try and beat the system? if you said yes to the previous two questions, then i hate you and you probably don't like cute black nissan marchie very much. i am sorry but $30= 1.36hours of tuition. thankfully i saw this during lunch and it distracted me from my sudden loss of wealth: ![]() Richard, whoever you are, i feel for you. HAHAHA @ 3:58 PM
work of art from abigail ![]() profound. funny why she didn't write "I wish I'm you". :) i ♥ tuition. Tuesday, March 02, 2010 @ 6:20 PM
amy's wise words when faced with something you can't change, you are the only variable. @ 11:46 AM
city lights ![]() Monday, March 01, 2010 @ 11:30 PM
sluts Mike O' Donnell: [the girls are mercilessly trying to seduce him] Listen, girls. If you don't respect yourself, how do you expect others to respect you? Nicole: Don't respect me. Jaime: No! Don't respect *me*. Samantha: You don't even have to remember my name! Nicole: [In shock] Okay, wow. Jaime: Yeah, that's like, *really* slutty. hahaha @ 6:20 PM
when will i ever learn? whoever placed bets that i would succumb, you are right. i have no self control it seems. what ever happened to my infinity chanting of I WILL NOT LOOK AT SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE ME UPSET? i looked. and now i wished i didn't. i wish you wouldn't do this to me anymore. jason said it's like eating chocolates, you really shouldn't but in the end, you will still go ahead and finish the whole box anyways. it's just stupid really @ 5:51 PM
omg depressed dan: why are you not good enough? no one is ever not good enough. i feel like i just wasted my first 2 semesters of uni doing don't know what. time, effort and money at the expense of so many things. i think we all have to love ourselves more. OMG so serious hahahaha. too serious. must chill dan and i have currently caught a very acute strain of depression, so we have been actively feeding off each other's depression. when it will blow over, we do not know. however despite everything, ![]() |