WORK AND TRAVEL USAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

what up what up what up!

happy :D


but first, TCM test tomorrow
(and i died a little inside just thinking about it)

oh xinyu, please watch gossip girl, your life can wait.




picture this.

dinner with an awesome friend in holland v.
conversations splattered with laughter, random gossips and complains.

followed by yogurt by the street.
with music blasting away in the background.

ah sweet sweet boyfriend!

before you freak out, i am referring to xinyu so chill.





i need to


slow down, take a breather and stop thinking.

been plagued with this very persistent headache recently, doesn't help that the late nights have finally taken a toll and resulted in the monthly legendary fever. (lun you are in no position to laugh at me, karma's a bitch)

oh woe is me.

don't ask me what i am up to, there's too much going on that i can't comprehend them all.
my mind's a noisy place to be in right now.


no judgment, no expectations.


it's like someone just pulled out the ground from beneath me
and i am left sitting on the floor with a bruised bottom thinking,

'ok i just went from heaven to hell in an instance'

everything i ever knew turn out to be so completely different,
i don't even know what to think anymore.

i just want to say i am sorry to anyone if any of my actions, no matter how small,
caused you some pain or sorrow.

i do realise i am not the easiest person to tolerate,
and i seem to be getting quite impossible nowadays.
it certainly doesn't help that i am emotionally inept and my nonchalant attitude does not help one bit.
i am not trying to find excuses for my actions because i know there is none.

i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry.




Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go


question: find creative ways (in other words nonsensical) to solve everyday problems
problem: diaper changing and babies

solution:

a fluid detection scale that states the capacity that the diaper is currently holding.
something like the petrol tank scale.
it doesn't end there.
what's cool will be that the diaper will automatically self destruct at 100% full capacity.

totally efficient and require no effort whatsoever.

don't ask me what happens to the baby when the diaper self destructs, that's another problem for another day ;)


GUEST BLOGGER OF THE DAY: QILING NO TEO

HEY WEILUN WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!?!?!
(you have got to tell me more about your _______ in clubs)

ANYWAY chewy is in my room now and refuses to go home because she is scared of ghosts. and i didnt like her shocked "OMG-YOU-GOT-ME-STH-FROM-GERMANY!?" look like hurrrrr why not!?

Chewy is so poor-thing with her broken arm but i managed to persuade her to take off her cast TEMPORARILY for our all-important photoshoot.

JJQCA we miss you!!!!!!!! and of course, JJQCAR who is in some garage now. i hope you recover soon.

SO anyway anyway, i had a makeover today! Kindly scroll down for beautiful pictures.

OMG SO FUNNNNN!

NICEST BAG FROM HALFWAY ROUND THE WORLD.

yes i am fine. more than fine actually haha!

from the bottom of my heart, i know that whenever something bad happens,
it's usually cause something good is going to happen.
life has to balance out. it's the way the universe works.
and a little drama adds to the spices of life doesn't it? :)

so, reporting the accident was interesting and i got a pleasant surprise when the insurance company presented me with a rental car to drive back.
it is darn cool to drive another car.
even if it's just some lousy Mitsubishi car.

i feel the need to explain to everyone that this accident is by no means my fault.
therefore i am still an awesome driver.
please don't discriminate me!


i swear, even if i don't do anything, drama sneaks up and find me.

i can't decide if today is a bad day. It should be, considering what happened, but then again i don't really feel that it is. this state of ambivalence is perhaps good. at least i am not lapsing into full-fledged please-just-kill-me mode.

what happened?

i got into an accident again. oh my god oh my god oh my god.
yes very unfortunate.

it was raining (it always rains before something bad happens)
i was driving along AYE on the SECOND LANE (not even first lane what were the odds!!!!)
traffic was slow, so as the car stopped in front of me,
naturally i stopped too.
i remember that i didn't stop abruptly.
it was a usual slow stop.
as always, i will check my rear view mirror once i stop.
and the image startled me because i saw an on-coming lorry looming closer and closer at a speed that suggest a crash in say 3 seconds

i was right. this is one of those times i wish i could be wrong about something.
as my car jerked forward from the impact,
the first thought that came to my mind was
' please, let's not bang the car in front as well.'

reality is cruel, because just as i wished that,
my car inched forward just enough to give the car in front a little push.

'my life is over'

all i remember was that the two drivers came over to me
(because i was so shocked i remained in my car)
and asked if i was okay.
naturally, i replied yes and came out of the car to survey the damage,

i was trying not to notice the massive jam we were causing.
thinking back, it was like we were performing a play since we were in the centre lane,
and a three car collision is pretty dramatic.

at first glance, the back of my car was ok.
i think i expected worse after my previous accident (LET'S NOT GO THERE)
this time, it was just two dents or punctures whatever you call it.
i was thinking, 'i can live with this.'

then i move to the front where my car was now kissing the bumper of the car in front.
no visible damage.
a sense of relief washed over me.

as they got down to taking down the particulars and everything
all i really wanted to do was to go school.

to make things worse/better, this guy came over to ask about the accident
he was from this insurance company thing or whatever.
i was really confused and i really wanted to GO TO SCHOOL.

basically i drove away in a daze.
the only thought that drove me was the thought of going to lecture
because that would mean that everything is back to normal.

i think i started calling everyone to tell them about the crash a while later
while still driving
haha totally asking for another accident.

WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY
why why why why why


xinyu asked the most obvious question i was asking myself
'do you miss him?'
it was as if she read my mind.
and she knew what my answer was.

:)

shit.


you have got to love the weather today.
awesome weather to sleep in on a free day :)
finally some undisturbed rest especially after sun/mon
sleeping at 5am and waking up at 8am for tutorial is no joke.
i wanted to stab myself after one tutorial, one lecture, project meeting and the imminent threat of tuition at 6pm
i am old, late nights never used to be a problem.

WORK AND TRAVEL USAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

what up what up what up!

happy :D


but first, TCM test tomorrow
(and i died a little inside just thinking about it)

oh xinyu, please watch gossip girl, your life can wait.




picture this.

dinner with an awesome friend in holland v.
conversations splattered with laughter, random gossips and complains.

followed by yogurt by the street.
with music blasting away in the background.

ah sweet sweet boyfriend!

before you freak out, i am referring to xinyu so chill.





i need to


slow down, take a breather and stop thinking.

been plagued with this very persistent headache recently, doesn't help that the late nights have finally taken a toll and resulted in the monthly legendary fever. (lun you are in no position to laugh at me, karma's a bitch)

oh woe is me.

don't ask me what i am up to, there's too much going on that i can't comprehend them all.
my mind's a noisy place to be in right now.


no judgment, no expectations.


it's like someone just pulled out the ground from beneath me
and i am left sitting on the floor with a bruised bottom thinking,

'ok i just went from heaven to hell in an instance'

everything i ever knew turn out to be so completely different,
i don't even know what to think anymore.

i just want to say i am sorry to anyone if any of my actions, no matter how small,
caused you some pain or sorrow.

i do realise i am not the easiest person to tolerate,
and i seem to be getting quite impossible nowadays.
it certainly doesn't help that i am emotionally inept and my nonchalant attitude does not help one bit.
i am not trying to find excuses for my actions because i know there is none.

i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry.




Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go


question: find creative ways (in other words nonsensical) to solve everyday problems
problem: diaper changing and babies

solution:

a fluid detection scale that states the capacity that the diaper is currently holding.
something like the petrol tank scale.
it doesn't end there.
what's cool will be that the diaper will automatically self destruct at 100% full capacity.

totally efficient and require no effort whatsoever.

don't ask me what happens to the baby when the diaper self destructs, that's another problem for another day ;)


GUEST BLOGGER OF THE DAY: QILING NO TEO

HEY WEILUN WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!?!?!
(you have got to tell me more about your _______ in clubs)

ANYWAY chewy is in my room now and refuses to go home because she is scared of ghosts. and i didnt like her shocked "OMG-YOU-GOT-ME-STH-FROM-GERMANY!?" look like hurrrrr why not!?

Chewy is so poor-thing with her broken arm but i managed to persuade her to take off her cast TEMPORARILY for our all-important photoshoot.

JJQCA we miss you!!!!!!!! and of course, JJQCAR who is in some garage now. i hope you recover soon.

SO anyway anyway, i had a makeover today! Kindly scroll down for beautiful pictures.

OMG SO FUNNNNN!

NICEST BAG FROM HALFWAY ROUND THE WORLD.

yes i am fine. more than fine actually haha!

from the bottom of my heart, i know that whenever something bad happens,
it's usually cause something good is going to happen.
life has to balance out. it's the way the universe works.
and a little drama adds to the spices of life doesn't it? :)

so, reporting the accident was interesting and i got a pleasant surprise when the insurance company presented me with a rental car to drive back.
it is darn cool to drive another car.
even if it's just some lousy Mitsubishi car.

i feel the need to explain to everyone that this accident is by no means my fault.
therefore i am still an awesome driver.
please don't discriminate me!


i swear, even if i don't do anything, drama sneaks up and find me.

i can't decide if today is a bad day. It should be, considering what happened, but then again i don't really feel that it is. this state of ambivalence is perhaps good. at least i am not lapsing into full-fledged please-just-kill-me mode.

what happened?

i got into an accident again. oh my god oh my god oh my god.
yes very unfortunate.

it was raining (it always rains before something bad happens)
i was driving along AYE on the SECOND LANE (not even first lane what were the odds!!!!)
traffic was slow, so as the car stopped in front of me,
naturally i stopped too.
i remember that i didn't stop abruptly.
it was a usual slow stop.
as always, i will check my rear view mirror once i stop.
and the image startled me because i saw an on-coming lorry looming closer and closer at a speed that suggest a crash in say 3 seconds

i was right. this is one of those times i wish i could be wrong about something.
as my car jerked forward from the impact,
the first thought that came to my mind was
' please, let's not bang the car in front as well.'

reality is cruel, because just as i wished that,
my car inched forward just enough to give the car in front a little push.

'my life is over'

all i remember was that the two drivers came over to me
(because i was so shocked i remained in my car)
and asked if i was okay.
naturally, i replied yes and came out of the car to survey the damage,

i was trying not to notice the massive jam we were causing.
thinking back, it was like we were performing a play since we were in the centre lane,
and a three car collision is pretty dramatic.

at first glance, the back of my car was ok.
i think i expected worse after my previous accident (LET'S NOT GO THERE)
this time, it was just two dents or punctures whatever you call it.
i was thinking, 'i can live with this.'

then i move to the front where my car was now kissing the bumper of the car in front.
no visible damage.
a sense of relief washed over me.

as they got down to taking down the particulars and everything
all i really wanted to do was to go school.

to make things worse/better, this guy came over to ask about the accident
he was from this insurance company thing or whatever.
i was really confused and i really wanted to GO TO SCHOOL.

basically i drove away in a daze.
the only thought that drove me was the thought of going to lecture
because that would mean that everything is back to normal.

i think i started calling everyone to tell them about the crash a while later
while still driving
haha totally asking for another accident.

WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY
why why why why why


xinyu asked the most obvious question i was asking myself
'do you miss him?'
it was as if she read my mind.
and she knew what my answer was.

:)

shit.


you have got to love the weather today.
awesome weather to sleep in on a free day :)
finally some undisturbed rest especially after sun/mon
sleeping at 5am and waking up at 8am for tutorial is no joke.
i wanted to stab myself after one tutorial, one lecture, project meeting and the imminent threat of tuition at 6pm
i am old, late nights never used to be a problem.

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