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Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 11:40 AM
i was just a blip on your radar i think the worst part is knowing that you just wasted more than half a year of your life trying. trying to get through to a person that never really cared that much for you anyway. when everything's been said and done i know things will never be the same again because if you never cared enough before, why will you care now? likewise, i will never make that much effort for someone that doesn't appreciate it. if someone ever asks me what's the best decision i have made in my life, i would say it's this. the decision to leave the epitome of all unhealthy relationships is like waking up from a nightmare. relief washes over you and consumes you into a temporary sense of well-being. i wish the tsunami effect you had on me would diminish over the years. first thing first, i have to make my 21st birthday right again. so coming January TAKE 2 of my 21st. so terribly exciting :) |
