i am pathetically behind in school work. that's why i am home early to sort through my work and actually attempt to organise them all. plus the last episode of the 7pm korean show is on later haha.
i am exhausted and terribly shaken by woeilin who kept charging at me today. it has been a hobby for her, ever since she found out i am petrified of anyone who suddenly runs towards me or abruptly inches their face close to mine. i should warn that no one should in any case try that, because i tend to instinctly scream and run away (trust me you will not want this to happen) i found myself screaming from arts to sde. awesome way to get noticed for all the wrong reasons hahaha
what's more, i bumped into qiling NO and zhimin YO in the central library! if only lun ONE was there, we could have given a spontaneous NO ONE ELSE YO meet-the-fans session. and all the (non-existent) fans say awwwwww :) TOO BAD.
it's true i'm not the only one to fall in love with a fool i fell in love with a fool
currently addicted to marie digby :)
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 11:40 AM
i was just a blip on your radar
i think the worst part is knowing that you just wasted more than half a year of your life trying. trying to get through to a person that never really cared that much for you anyway.
when everything's been said and done i know things will never be the same again because if you never cared enough before, why will you care now? likewise, i will never make that much effort for someone that doesn't appreciate it.
if someone ever asks me what's the best decision i have made in my life, i would say it's this. the decision to leave the epitome of all unhealthy relationships is like waking up from a nightmare. relief washes over you and consumes you into a temporary sense of well-being.
i wish the tsunami effect you had on me would diminish over the years. first thing first, i have to make my 21st birthday right again. so coming January TAKE 2 of my 21st.
so terribly exciting :)
Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
take me away from here, where love is like breathing
I could tell she’s been through pain I could only dream Nightmares that live where you live Tears well in her eyes, but she wouldn’t let them fall I’d give the world to know where her smile is
I ask will you dance with me now Let me try to figure out The fastest route out of town And she said
Take me away from here Take me somewhere where love is like breathing I don’t care where we go Long as I’m there with you
danKY party over the weekend!
here are my favorite pictures of the day. haha i must say driving two insane blindfolded people around is absolute madness. it is a miracle i didn't get into an accident with the two of them making a ruckus and hitting me randomly. who ever hits the driver?! totally courting deaths.
daniel screaming like a girl and refusing to cooperate.
daniel: i run out of poses already. which explains the unconventional pose of the year.
you are what you wear lucas. prick!
would you please look at daniel again?
i believe in smiling even when you don't feel like it. :)
Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 10:18 AM
Eva Avila - Bittersweet
Never thought the situation would reach this place Never thought I'd see a stranger when I see your face Can't believe I feel alright 'bout walking away But I feel okay Even in defeat It's bittersweet
Every time that we come close to finding a solution You seem to find it impossible to say I'll meet you halfway I just pray you'll be happy someday
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 10:56 PM
first day of school!
this might come as a surprise to many of you, but i was actually looking forward to school! hahaha it amuses me when i see everyone complaining on facebook about how school is starting. so anyway school only started today for me since TUES IS MY FREE DAY! (for now)
and can i say how awesome was today :) i had a smile plastered on my face the entire day. when the moment came for us to introduce ourselves in HR3003 sectional teaching class, i was especially enthusiastic about the whole writing-your-name-on-a-paper-then-decorate-it activity. let's just say the tutor was very pleased with me, he even encouraged jinglin to do the same when i started drawing butterflies and flowers HAHA.
here's how my paper look like:
I LOVE SCHOOL! :) ( i do realise i sound retarded, but at least i am happy haha)
Sunday, August 09, 2009 @ 10:15 PM
i don't have anything to say
i spilled my drink all over myself today. that's not the surprising part. the surprising part is that i didn't even flinch or feel embarrassed
moving on moving on moving on. can this year end already?
Thursday, August 06, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
two hours late
'let's meet 9.30pm at butter factory' she said.
turns out, the girls only appeared at my house armed with bags of potential-to-wear clothes and make up at 10 plus? the ritual of 'oh my god what do i wear' lasted one hour even though i kept reminding them that we were running out of time hahaha
our lateness aside, the night was truly unforgettable.
mind you, opposed to popular belief, we did not get drunk and we were not even high for beyond 10 minutes. the above were purely insane sane behavior not influenced by alcohol in any way.
the first surprise of the night came in the form of xavier whom i spotted dirty dancing with some girl just two feet away. haha! he gave me an utter look of disbelief as to why i was even there in the first place.
i realise i do enjoy shocking people.
somehow, we found ourselves in xavier's van heading for zouk where we bumped into brandon! i am sorry but i can't get over the fact that he was on his way out to the toilet while we were on our way in. and later on, he caught me by surprise again when he smacked me on my forehead while i was trying to pick up his call. i think it's karma because i was smacking xav's forehead en route to zouk.
unbelievably, the night didn't end after the lights came on. we trudged out of the club and found ourselves exhausted and resting at the fountain over at grand copthorne. kevin came over and hung out with us.
our final resting place was lido macs where i swore i was going to fall flat on the table and sleep while xinyu eats her breakfast.
what an awesome awesome night.
ps: i am in mortal danger now because mum ain't that happy that i sneaked out late and didn't come home till 7.30am in the morning. very very afraid.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 @ 10:11 PM
tuition!
i over reacted. tuition was so easy and my student turned out to be such a dear. i enjoyed teaching him so much that i exceeded the time by ONE full hour. hahaha
@ 12:17 PM
they say when your room's a mess, so is your life
heading to my very first tuition later. i really pity the student because i really have no idea what i am going to do with him i just hope that they won't fire me on the spot. silent rejection over the days i can take though.
oh once again my life is too dramatic for my own good. i have this feeling i am not handling things the way i should or could. for this, i am deeply apologetic. i only wish the person i eventually hurt will see and understand this.
i resolve to clean my room.
Monday, August 03, 2009 @ 7:36 PM
Teddy Geiger-For You I Will (confidence)
i almost forgot how much i love this song. (:
Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 5:48 PM
week 3 of school
i am pathetically behind in school work. that's why i am home early to sort through my work and actually attempt to organise them all. plus the last episode of the 7pm korean show is on later haha.
i am exhausted and terribly shaken by woeilin who kept charging at me today. it has been a hobby for her, ever since she found out i am petrified of anyone who suddenly runs towards me or abruptly inches their face close to mine. i should warn that no one should in any case try that, because i tend to instinctly scream and run away (trust me you will not want this to happen) i found myself screaming from arts to sde. awesome way to get noticed for all the wrong reasons hahaha
what's more, i bumped into qiling NO and zhimin YO in the central library! if only lun ONE was there, we could have given a spontaneous NO ONE ELSE YO meet-the-fans session. and all the (non-existent) fans say awwwwww :) TOO BAD.
it's true i'm not the only one to fall in love with a fool i fell in love with a fool
currently addicted to marie digby :)
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 11:40 AM
i was just a blip on your radar
i think the worst part is knowing that you just wasted more than half a year of your life trying. trying to get through to a person that never really cared that much for you anyway.
when everything's been said and done i know things will never be the same again because if you never cared enough before, why will you care now? likewise, i will never make that much effort for someone that doesn't appreciate it.
if someone ever asks me what's the best decision i have made in my life, i would say it's this. the decision to leave the epitome of all unhealthy relationships is like waking up from a nightmare. relief washes over you and consumes you into a temporary sense of well-being.
i wish the tsunami effect you had on me would diminish over the years. first thing first, i have to make my 21st birthday right again. so coming January TAKE 2 of my 21st.
so terribly exciting :)
Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
take me away from here, where love is like breathing
I could tell she’s been through pain I could only dream Nightmares that live where you live Tears well in her eyes, but she wouldn’t let them fall I’d give the world to know where her smile is
I ask will you dance with me now Let me try to figure out The fastest route out of town And she said
Take me away from here Take me somewhere where love is like breathing I don’t care where we go Long as I’m there with you
danKY party over the weekend!
here are my favorite pictures of the day. haha i must say driving two insane blindfolded people around is absolute madness. it is a miracle i didn't get into an accident with the two of them making a ruckus and hitting me randomly. who ever hits the driver?! totally courting deaths.
daniel screaming like a girl and refusing to cooperate.
daniel: i run out of poses already. which explains the unconventional pose of the year.
you are what you wear lucas. prick!
would you please look at daniel again?
i believe in smiling even when you don't feel like it. :)
Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 10:18 AM
Eva Avila - Bittersweet
Never thought the situation would reach this place Never thought I'd see a stranger when I see your face Can't believe I feel alright 'bout walking away But I feel okay Even in defeat It's bittersweet
Every time that we come close to finding a solution You seem to find it impossible to say I'll meet you halfway I just pray you'll be happy someday
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 10:56 PM
first day of school!
this might come as a surprise to many of you, but i was actually looking forward to school! hahaha it amuses me when i see everyone complaining on facebook about how school is starting. so anyway school only started today for me since TUES IS MY FREE DAY! (for now)
and can i say how awesome was today :) i had a smile plastered on my face the entire day. when the moment came for us to introduce ourselves in HR3003 sectional teaching class, i was especially enthusiastic about the whole writing-your-name-on-a-paper-then-decorate-it activity. let's just say the tutor was very pleased with me, he even encouraged jinglin to do the same when i started drawing butterflies and flowers HAHA.
here's how my paper look like:
I LOVE SCHOOL! :) ( i do realise i sound retarded, but at least i am happy haha)
Sunday, August 09, 2009 @ 10:15 PM
i don't have anything to say
i spilled my drink all over myself today. that's not the surprising part. the surprising part is that i didn't even flinch or feel embarrassed
moving on moving on moving on. can this year end already?
Thursday, August 06, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
two hours late
'let's meet 9.30pm at butter factory' she said.
turns out, the girls only appeared at my house armed with bags of potential-to-wear clothes and make up at 10 plus? the ritual of 'oh my god what do i wear' lasted one hour even though i kept reminding them that we were running out of time hahaha
our lateness aside, the night was truly unforgettable.
mind you, opposed to popular belief, we did not get drunk and we were not even high for beyond 10 minutes. the above were purely insane sane behavior not influenced by alcohol in any way.
the first surprise of the night came in the form of xavier whom i spotted dirty dancing with some girl just two feet away. haha! he gave me an utter look of disbelief as to why i was even there in the first place.
i realise i do enjoy shocking people.
somehow, we found ourselves in xavier's van heading for zouk where we bumped into brandon! i am sorry but i can't get over the fact that he was on his way out to the toilet while we were on our way in. and later on, he caught me by surprise again when he smacked me on my forehead while i was trying to pick up his call. i think it's karma because i was smacking xav's forehead en route to zouk.
unbelievably, the night didn't end after the lights came on. we trudged out of the club and found ourselves exhausted and resting at the fountain over at grand copthorne. kevin came over and hung out with us.
our final resting place was lido macs where i swore i was going to fall flat on the table and sleep while xinyu eats her breakfast.
what an awesome awesome night.
ps: i am in mortal danger now because mum ain't that happy that i sneaked out late and didn't come home till 7.30am in the morning. very very afraid.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 @ 10:11 PM
tuition!
i over reacted. tuition was so easy and my student turned out to be such a dear. i enjoyed teaching him so much that i exceeded the time by ONE full hour. hahaha
@ 12:17 PM
they say when your room's a mess, so is your life
heading to my very first tuition later. i really pity the student because i really have no idea what i am going to do with him i just hope that they won't fire me on the spot. silent rejection over the days i can take though.
oh once again my life is too dramatic for my own good. i have this feeling i am not handling things the way i should or could. for this, i am deeply apologetic. i only wish the person i eventually hurt will see and understand this.
i resolve to clean my room.
Monday, August 03, 2009 @ 7:36 PM
Teddy Geiger-For You I Will (confidence)
i almost forgot how much i love this song. (:
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chiewyee!
basically what we have here is a dreamer.
someone out of touch with reality.
when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly.