qiling told me this story not too long ago
just when i was thinking about the story
vivien sent it to me:)
enjoy...

An amazing Love Story

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after

her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the

party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due

to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop,was too

nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let

me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me

some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he

put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you

have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near

the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,

just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty

coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my

hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While

saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness,

he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,

has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about

her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice

talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all

her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was

such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess

married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every

time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she

knew that's the way he liked it.


After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest,

please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said

to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so

nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was

hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be

the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times

in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie

to you for anything..

Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like

the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty

coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for

anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my

whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and

have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee

again".

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's

the taste of salty coffee?

It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear

but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one

you like will leave you for the one they love.


Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he

cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's

her."

AWWWW. so sweet;)


liwen encouraged me to do this list.
haha it's a way to let people know me better
RIGHT

so here goes:)

things you should know about me but you probably don't:

i have got this scar on my chin. most people don't notice it, unless i'm standing and the person is sitting and looking up at me haha
this scar is like the result of two falls when i was a little girl?
Fall number one! i was around 5? my mum left her high heels lying around. now what does a five year old girl do when she sees high heels? she slides her little feet inside the heels and ATTEMPTS to walk:D of course. heels are not made to be worn by 5 year old girls. so i fell.down the stairs no less and landed on my chin. the next thing i knew, i was being rushed to the nearest family hospital by my neighbour. my dad wasn't around. the scariest part was when the doctor started stitching up my gaping wound. I WAS WIDE AWAKE. imagine looking at the doctor poking at your skin with needles and threads. haha what a nasty experience.
Fall number two! i was in primary school this time. oh yea my mum installed this playground set that came with a swing. so my neighbour climbed over to my house(sounds so kampong) to play. i was sitting on the swing while playing some hands game with her. she moved too far away from me at a certain point so i tried to swing towards her. that made me fly right across the garden. my neighbour was very shocked and she just sat there. i had to visit the doctor again. the doctor warned me that if i ever fall again on the same spot, he can't sew it back anymore. until now i don't really know whether he's just scaring me or that's really the case. the most hilarious part was a few days later, after repeated wash, the threads from the stitches will just come off a little, making it look like i have a beard. eew most unfortunate indeed:P

i am quite a fussy eater
i don't eat japanese food. i really don't get all the fuss about sushi and what else. raw food just don't appeal to me
and what's so nice about pasta, lasagne..
talking about lasagne. HAHA how do you even pronounce this word? different people seems to have different ways of pronouncing it. let me show you a few of which my friends have come up with: la-sa-na, ler-zang-er, lak-za-nia...yadda yadda yadda
chocolates. AH HAR. chocolates and me just don't click that well. i am very selective and critical when i comes to chocs. doesn't look nice? OUT. dark chocs? OUT
oh oh did you know that i must eat meat when i am hungry. it's a must! or else, i would rather go hungry:)
me and my weird eating habits

i love animals.
especially dogs:)

i used to be very bothered about my height.
i hated being tall.
i don't remember why
but now i'm cool with my height
HAHA embracing it actually:))
anyway i have stopped growing, i think.
cross your fingers!:)

i have this weird desire to break my arm or my leg
lol
don't you think it's something you should be able to experience like once in your lifetime?
anyway it seems fun to me
maybe the pain would upset me for a while
but i don't really care about the pain haha
wen ning and I were discussing about how to break our arm.
seems quite hard to me.

i do not wear contact lenses!
for the last time already.
no i walk around blind:)
its surprising how i always manages to take the correct bus home all this time.

i used to think that all chinese teachers have two thumbs.(on each hand)
why?
cause my primary school teacher have four thumbs in total
you know when you grow up being exposed to something
it just register in your mind as the norm
so yep.
guess i'm too stupid haha

my whole bedroom is pink in colour
and when i say the whole room is pink
you better believe it.
the cupboards. pink
the table. pink
the walls. pink
the curtains. pink
the chair. pink
the lamp. pink
the bed. pink
now you must think i live in barbie's room
not my choice anyway
my mum decided to make the whole room pink for me.
it has been that way since primary one
and i don't really bother changing it
i have gotten used to seeing pink all over me when i wake up.
oh my brother's room is all blue.
talk about stereotyping.

i can't cook to save my life
like argh
my brother enjoys teasing me about the fact that i can't even cook maggi mee
i told my mum not to bother buying maggi mee since i can't cook them anyway:)

i love swimming.
swimming is like breathing
i don't understand how some people just can't stand swimming
swimming is so relaxing and calming
the silence.the cooling waters.the feeling that you don't weigh a thing
the joy of swimming is unbelievable:)

my brain self-censors all the memories that i have
haha
like i only remember good times
but never the bad times
unless it was really traumatising
and i tend to forget all the embarrassing stuff that i did
though friends never fail to remind me!

something happened a few years ago
it still hurts now
and i miss that someone who used to be very close to me
it hurts when we behave like strangers now.
you can still see the pain
as until now we are still grappling with the effects of it all
i don't think things will ever be the same again
but at least things are looking up now
one thing is for sure
i'm stronger than i ever thought i was:)

that's about all i think:)


what do you think two j2 njc students will do after school with only a mere 4 days to prelims?
we shop, that's what:)
for prom dresses nonetheless. haha

we got lost in taka at some point. while trying to get out, we tried to follow the signs.
qiling:"we must go up here."
the way i see it, there was only a path with no staircase in view.
me:"is it just me, or do you see an invisble staircase that i don't see at all?"
hahaha
i must say teo qiling cracks me up:)
she manages to embarrass the both of us constantly as we wrecked havoc from heeren to wisma to cineleisure to paragon...
it was as if we were on a mission to embarrass ourselves in front of as many guys as possible
the last we counted, we had made a fool of ourselves in front of 50-100 people?

qiling looks like a cancer survivor over here.
and over here, she looks like a martian. you can see i am trying very hard not to laugh:)
qiling and her patrick:) i tell you. qiling loves nothing more than her patrick. she ran all the way into the baby fair for patrick and hugged it as if it was her own. she refused to let go even after we realised that we could not afford to buy it. and when i asked her if to choose between food and patrick, she actually chose patrick! can you imagine qiling choosing something over food??!!
we forced a malay auntie to take this photo for us. she was VERY amused by us. she even imitiated our high-pitched screams(the joy of taking phtots were overwhelming) when she thought we were not listening. we later saw her taking a photo with spongebob as well. tsk auntie. tsk tsk. haha


i must say shopping with qiling is exhausting and most certainly torturous for my eardrums(she's fond of singing the same line over and OVER again). but overall, it was a fun-packed outing:))


I was bored so i took the 5 factor IPIP personality test.
the result:
Chiew yee, your most unique quality is that you're unusually Personable

You come to life when you're around others and are a real “people person.” You're also a natural leader and are able to maneuver difficult personal situations with ease and tact. You're on the ball, assertive, and have energy to carry out your best ideas. Not to mention the fact that people just enjoy being around you. Compared to others who are outgoing, you have an unusually warm nature. Only 1.6% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.

unusually personable? haha why do they make me sound like some weirdo.
wow, only 1.6% have my personality. i'm unique (: sort of.


i don't know what i want
i can just slap myself right now
why is it that i feel so confused
when there's nothing to be confused about?
i'm supposed to be happy right
now tell me why i don't feel a thing...

anyway my mum is getting ridiculous
you know they say most of the kids who turn rebellious
started out as relatively good kids
they were actually pushed by their parents to rebel
THAT is soo true.

one thing you need to know
i crack under pressure
so back off.


have you ever done something that you really really regret
and it keeps bothering you
no matter how much you try to let it not get to you?

these two days have been very erm..terrifying
haha
i landed myself into some SERIOUS trouble
like for the first time
i am usually a good student ok. :)

let me tell you why i totally ruined my reputation of being a relatively good student.

it all started when my friend(i shall not state names here in case she feels embarrassed.haha) stained her skirt.
stained as in you know. THAT thing
she discovered it only when we were getting ready to go for maths class
so i offered to wash it for her
i tried calling my other maths classmate to tell her that i will be late for maths
she did not pick up the phone
so i sms-ed her instead

we took about 10-15 minutes washing and drying my friend's skirt
that effectively leaves 35 minutes of maths lesson time.
considering i was on the third floor
by the time i walked down to the first floor
and down the corridor to the maths class
i would have been 20 minutes late?

now.
being so late.
i didn't dare to step into class
my teacher is known for being extremely unhappy when someone is late.
and what if she asked me to explain myself?
what was i supposed to say?

SO
i skipped maths and headed to the library to do my own work instead
no big deal right?
WRONG

there was supposed to be this maths lecture straight after maths tutorial(which i skipped)
i went happily
only to see ms ling (that's my maths tutor) in the lecture hall
Oh.my.god
just picture me trying very very hard to hide myself after i found a seat next to shufen
what makes things worse was that my maths class got back their statistics paper
there was this re-test on thursdays
so i really needed to know if i passed my test
and that would mean approaching ms ling...
i remembered shufen telling me not to be scared.
me: "why ? do i look like i am very scared?"
shufen: "you look terrified"
hahaha then she proceeded to shake me

ok the next scene is very very scary.
me: "er ms ling may i have my paper back"
ms ling: "NO."
ok that was not the answer i was expecting at all.
ms ling: "you did not go for my tutorial"
i tried to explain
but you could see she was not buying it
ms ling: "is it worth it?"
that was the last thing she said to me.

i was rather dazed after that.
haha everyone started approaching me to ask if i was ok
i think i looked like i was going to faint or something.

i went home
thinking and thinking and thinking about it
somehow my mind kept replaying the image of ms ling saying "no" to me

i went to school today, terrified
and dreading the maths tutorial
i forced my friends to wish me luck
hahah

in the end,
ms ling made everyone who was not at the tutorial yesterday to explain themselves
when it was my turn
i told her the truth
that is i did not dare to go for class because i was so late
she scolded me i think
i don't remember
i only recalled feeling so relieved
hahaha

everything's fine now
except that i have loads of maths to do.
i guess its her way of punishing us?
i don't mind
it was my fault for skipping her lesson anyway.

oh by the way,
i passed my test!!!
i got a C
one more mark and i would have gotten a B
haha but a C is good enough
considering i have not been doing stats qns at all:):):)




my parents are so hip!
they went sentosa yesterday. omg
haha apparently they had to entertain some business partner from taiwan
NA-RU-WAN~ ee ya NA-RU-WAN (for those who dunno this-its a taiwan tourism song:) )
HAHA i have to sing that everytime someone says taiwan.
i know amy can't stand me singing that. haha

my daddy is super funny.
he insisted that i join them
because he had secretly planned to matchmake me with his business partner's son.
?!
HAHA
my mum was nice enough to warn me
don't you think my parents are hilarious?
even though they love to control me, come into my room to disturb me, demand that i do not lock my door EVEN when i am bathing, scold me when i watch s'pore idol...the list goes on
i still love them:)))

and daddy?
stop trying to matchmake me!
are you that desperate to get me out of the house?
hahahaha


one year just flew past don't you think?
remember celebrating chinghow's birthday just last year?
we bought him some cake and used french fries as candles?:)

this time,
at least we went somewhere nicer.
and there were more people attending
of course we were celebrating kangyu and dan's birthdays as well
"Save dan fund" is hilarious. hope you like your angbao dan!

i love my 4J classmates.
somehow if you told me then that i would become so much closer to the guys in our class
i would have laughed
but look at me now
i tell luc everything that's happening to me
i crap with lun online. he's the only one that makes me feel very childish:)
anyway let me digress a little. weilun! stop saying that you-know-who and another-you-know-who are gays! stop speculating! :) they are so not.
i update dan on what's happening whenever i see him.
sometimes i talk to chinghow online.
lets not forget the girls in 4J:)
the best friends i can ever ask for:)

ok about that previous entry.
i read through it again
and grimaced
gosh
when i was typing it
i thought i was just complaining
but somehow everyone thought i was depressed
i am so not.
don't get me wrong
sara's death was hard for me
however there's a fine line between mourning and sinking into depression
ok that doesn't make sense

i am falling in love with a song.
i mentioned it to alex
and he sent it to me!
so nice:)
(the above was added in on request haha)
High School Muscial soundtrack: Breaking free




argh life sucks.
i hate school
ms ting hates me. she says i am very blur.
who's the blur one? her question doesn't even make sense!
i feel like sleeping in school like 70% of the time
(the remaining time is spent eating, talking or day-dreaming)
everyone's falling sick
statistics paper was horrible.
i m so sure i failed it
my handphone is so screwed up
i am thinking of throwing it into the toilet bowl
sometimes i feel like eating
sometimes i just don't feel like eating
sara passed away. we buried her in our back yard. :(
(so chinghow, i don't think you can meet her?)
my backyard is like a pet cemetery
ok that sounds creepy
don't even get me started on my revision for Alevels.
argh.
enough drama for you?


BABY SARA:))


she looks like a hamster right now. maybe that's why i am so fond of her. as you can see, i think she loves me too:) let me remind you she's only one week old. haha




it's a weird thing
when you are really happy
your friends around you start being depressed
and then you actually feel guilty for being so happy

my dearie SOU:)
cheer up. i know its been really really hard for you. but at least you have friends that gather around you. and you do know that i will be there for you if you need me. i only wish that i was there for you. if it helps, you can call me anytime anywhere. anyway do take care. i will see you soon. i promise:)

my dearie XINYU:)
i understand how you feel. i really do. it hurts but just give yourself time and i'm sure you will be able to forget about it really soon. it's perfectly normal to feel that way. you are not a robot. you are entittled to cry over it. like i said to you the other time, sometimes it really is for the best:)

my dearie MAVIS:)
haha actually i don't really know what's happening to you, but you sound kind of frustrated and emo. SO CHEER UP. you can always vent your frustrations on ME! i really don't mind you know. haha cause i know you don't mean it. right? aha let's go swimming soon:D you can tell me what's happening while we float around the pool.

my dearie YANRU:)
why do you want to shout out loud anyway? haha now that you have SO MANY FREE sms. we can communicate easier. and no i am not lazy pok. i'm just a very reluctant student:) and THAT is not a crime. XD

my dearie VIVIEN:)
i'm sorry about the phone. but i think you aren't really bothered by it now har? still, it's not your fault that you lost your phone. i hope the person who stole your phone( and your NDP goodie bag) fall into the drain or something:)

my dearie JASLYN:)
what's wrong with your body?
first you tell me you have a fever. then i read on your blog that you cannot control your bowels? haha do take care of your super fragile body. i'm sure ryan is so heartbroken right now.

BE HAPPY my friends:)


let me tell you why JOVIAL LOVES JOYOUS!

JJ and i have made a very important decision
haha in future, when she gives birth to a son
she will call him JOVIAL
i will give birth to a daughter
and she will be named JOYOUS

since JJ and i are such good friends
we have decided to matchmake our children EVEN before they are born
haha

JOVIAL and JOYOUS-one happy happy family:)

don't ask me what happens if i give birth to a son or whatever
jj and i are very determined that things will turn out just the way we want it:)


why is it so hard to believe that i pon sch today! i am quite amused by people messaging me to ask me why i am not in school. hahaha i am fine. liwen decided to pon school so since i don't have a ride to school, i agreed to pon with her. i am starting to become very very rebellious. don't you think? MUST BE DORA"S fault. dora is a bad influence haha anyway school must be pretty boring for you guys har? no one to entertain you all today:)

yesterday was NOT a well-spent mugging day.
firstly, i had hell of a time trying to tidy up all my notes and stuff in my room(its getting harder to just ignore them:D)
let me say its not easy to pack your room with your mugging friends constantly pestering you to speed up.
in the end, i sort of gave up.
i was already two hours late anyway
so i offered to buy them lunch
haha a five minutes walk to liwen's house became a half hour journey.

when i finally settled down to mug on liwen's couch
I FELL ASLEEP.
sigh

10 minutes later i woke up
i was banished to study in liwen's room with the radio blasting to keep me awake
and the bed stacked with notes to prevent me from falling asleep on it
they also made it a point to scream my name to ask if i was alive and kicking

somehow i don't know why but the three of us found ourselves using the computer.
hahahahaha

i am such a bad mugger
*correction i am so not a mugger:)

update on ndp soon;)


FIREWORKS* (in case you didn't realise, the * represents the fireworks-so creative right! haha)


we are a bunch of happy happy people:)


this is going to be one looong entry. national day celebration was so much fun! i can't believe that A01 just went crazy. while the entire student body was just sitting there and sulking, we were shouting, singing, waving our arms in the air, going gaga over the hand slapping thingy, eating... somehow we seem to think that we were at some rock concert:)
haha this is good practise for NDP later:)

isn't it better to try and have fun instead of looking at us and frown?

MY HANDPHONE IS VERY VERY NAUGHTY. it just died on me when i reached ps. i finally watched lakehouse!:) but it really is not romantic at all and it's very draggy. i wonder why atiqah cried while watching it. hmm haha

anyway it was a long wait after the movie before the 4 peeps from 4J decided to turn up?! i managed to bump into jaslyn! haha we were like two jumping bunnies;) lucas was obviously not amused.

i wonder why i always feel like puking when i see food. luc and wei lun thinks i am anorexic. ho ho really?

super kiasu weilun made us walk all the way to marina bay to "chop" good seats at 7pm when the fireworks display only starts at 9pm? it was still relatively enjoyable as we sat there chatting and listening to Singapore songs. BUT after one hour just sitting there, i was really really bored.
that's luc doing his HOMEWORK.haha so hardworking! at the back you can see the mr kiasu(weilun) setting up his professional photography equipments. haha
we were bored so yea:)




isn't the night scene just beautiful:)


TML IS TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!
MY GOD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
hahahaha:)

ms ng said my econs essay writing skill has improved. ho ho
she said she still remembered my first essay which from the look on her face must be pretty horrendous. haha i waved my hands in front of her very dramatically to stop her from describing my first piece of work.

when i am nervous
my stomach would hurt
and it sure as hell is hurting right now:)

baby sara(the baby chinchilla) has grown into TWICE its size
in just ONE day!
wow
they just seem to grow up too fast
hahah insert sobbing sounds from my brother in the background.
:):):)





With so many chinchillas living in pet stores, zoos and people's homes, it seems somewhat ironic that people still ask what is it? One may describe this animal as looking similar to a chubby squirrel with big ears or having a rabbit's body with large mouse-like ears and a squirrel's tail. However, the fact remains that they are a rodent!

Chinchilla means "little chinta" a name given by the Indian tribes in their area. The chinchilla is from South America, more specifically in the countries of Argentina, Bolivia, Peru, and Chile in the high altitudes of the Andes Mountains. Their scientific name is Chinchilla lanigera, which means long-tailed chinchilla. Their class is Mammalia (Mammals), their order Rodentia (Rodents), and their family is called the Chinchillidae (Chinchillas and Visachas).


i realise i update quite often

anyway i heard from someone that
you were never made to live on this world to think about dying
or something along these lines

but how can one not think about it
when death seems to be all around us
how can you look at your grandpa who's dying
and not think of death
i teared when my mum whispered to my grandad-its ok if you want to leave, i just want you to leave peacefully
how can someone so strong years ago become so fragile and weak?
how can it be when i called him he didn't respond to me
he didn't smile at me
he didn't even open his eyes
"i'm sure he heard you" my mum said
i looked at her
was she trying to convince me or convince herself?


feelings. mood. emotions
it's strange isn't it

one moment you can be shouting out with joy
and the next
its not even appropriate to smile

my brother scared the living hell out of me
first thing in the morning nonetheless
i saw him going down the stairs
then like 2minutes later
i heard him scream
there was something about the way he screamed that made my heart skipped a beat
i thought my father fainted or something
then he pounded up the stairs
i could see he was holding something in his hands
it was white
and surprisingly tiny
a closer look and i saw it had a tail
eew
"what is that!?"
"my chinchilla gave birth!!" i swear his eyes were sparkling
"and i didn't even know she was pregnant!"
now why does this seem all too familiar
oh now i remember
i didn't realise my hamster was pregnant too
until 5 piglet like creatures were found in the cage
i guess stupidity runs in the family

i heard my mum cry today
at first i thought i was hearing things
but when i went out of my room
there she was crying as she tried to iron my uniform
i asked her what happened
when she didn't say anything
i just walked away

i went to sit with my brother in the chinchilla room
he didn't seem a tad bothered when i told him mum was crying
so we just sat there and looked at the newborn

my mum came down a few minutes later
and asked my brother if he wants to visit ah gong in hospital
my brother shook his head
sometimes i just want to slap him
my mum said something(i could sense bitterness in her tone) i couldn't hear

now why didn't she ask me the same question i wondered
then i realised it was redundant to ask me
i was expected to be there for her

i seem to be the only one she can turn to in situations as such
but somehow i think that's not enough for her

i can't feel her pain
but i do understand it
yet i cannot do anything about it

someday that bastard will pay





aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
njsbfghuithujbgasjbwuiawfofuoho

ok this is how i feel now
hahaha:)


HO HO HO
today must be the best day EVER
:)
ok i cannot stop smiling now
so don't blame me for acting like an idiot
haha yanru this is such a beautiful moment! XD
i don't know what came over me
but i was knocking my head on the table during geo
to stop myself from grinning!
haha ms lim thought i was laughing at her joke
if only she knew:)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY my idiot brother!
not that you would be reading this anyway
(if you are i will kill you)
i brought a slice of the durian cake to school yesterday
it was so nice that atiqah wanted me to bring her another slice today
so i had to fight off my FATHER AND MY BROTHER
for that last slice
hahaha my brother was like- BUT ITS MY CAKE!
i looked at him-and your point is?
HAHA ok i am being mean to my brother i can't help it

i am going to the national day parade next wednesday!
jj lent me her red shirt
and guess what
it has a HUGE pig in front and the words OINK! NEWBIE
how nice of jj

i have a feeling i would have the time of my life next week
and i am not just talking about the national day celebrations:)

anyway yanru
i am horrified at my unglam behaviour at mcdonalds just now
lol


:):):)
ok i am not sad anymore
in fact i am very very happy everyday.
i have strange mood swings:)
i think all the A01 people are talking about how much they love the class
so i shall join in
I LOVE A01!!! i love them to Mars and back:)

i finished My Sister's keeper in ONE DAY!
i'm so proud of myself
haha i beat liting who finished in two days and liwen who well took a thousand years
i must say its the best book that i ever read.

mavis told me something so hilarious today!
apparently royston saw me and yanru at jp
so he shouted my name not once but twice
the funny thing is i was on the other side of the buiding
HAHAHAH obviously i didn't hear him:)

qiling told me this story not too long ago
just when i was thinking about the story
vivien sent it to me:)
enjoy...

An amazing Love Story

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after

her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the

party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due

to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop,was too

nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let

me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me

some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he

put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you

have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near

the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,

just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty

coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my

hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While

saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness,

he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,

has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about

her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice

talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all

her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was

such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess

married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every

time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she

knew that's the way he liked it.


After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest,

please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said

to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so

nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was

hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be

the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times

in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie

to you for anything..

Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like

the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty

coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for

anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my

whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and

have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee

again".

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's

the taste of salty coffee?

It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear

but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one

you like will leave you for the one they love.


Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he

cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's

her."

AWWWW. so sweet;)


liwen encouraged me to do this list.
haha it's a way to let people know me better
RIGHT

so here goes:)

things you should know about me but you probably don't:

i have got this scar on my chin. most people don't notice it, unless i'm standing and the person is sitting and looking up at me haha
this scar is like the result of two falls when i was a little girl?
Fall number one! i was around 5? my mum left her high heels lying around. now what does a five year old girl do when she sees high heels? she slides her little feet inside the heels and ATTEMPTS to walk:D of course. heels are not made to be worn by 5 year old girls. so i fell.down the stairs no less and landed on my chin. the next thing i knew, i was being rushed to the nearest family hospital by my neighbour. my dad wasn't around. the scariest part was when the doctor started stitching up my gaping wound. I WAS WIDE AWAKE. imagine looking at the doctor poking at your skin with needles and threads. haha what a nasty experience.
Fall number two! i was in primary school this time. oh yea my mum installed this playground set that came with a swing. so my neighbour climbed over to my house(sounds so kampong) to play. i was sitting on the swing while playing some hands game with her. she moved too far away from me at a certain point so i tried to swing towards her. that made me fly right across the garden. my neighbour was very shocked and she just sat there. i had to visit the doctor again. the doctor warned me that if i ever fall again on the same spot, he can't sew it back anymore. until now i don't really know whether he's just scaring me or that's really the case. the most hilarious part was a few days later, after repeated wash, the threads from the stitches will just come off a little, making it look like i have a beard. eew most unfortunate indeed:P

i am quite a fussy eater
i don't eat japanese food. i really don't get all the fuss about sushi and what else. raw food just don't appeal to me
and what's so nice about pasta, lasagne..
talking about lasagne. HAHA how do you even pronounce this word? different people seems to have different ways of pronouncing it. let me show you a few of which my friends have come up with: la-sa-na, ler-zang-er, lak-za-nia...yadda yadda yadda
chocolates. AH HAR. chocolates and me just don't click that well. i am very selective and critical when i comes to chocs. doesn't look nice? OUT. dark chocs? OUT
oh oh did you know that i must eat meat when i am hungry. it's a must! or else, i would rather go hungry:)
me and my weird eating habits

i love animals.
especially dogs:)

i used to be very bothered about my height.
i hated being tall.
i don't remember why
but now i'm cool with my height
HAHA embracing it actually:))
anyway i have stopped growing, i think.
cross your fingers!:)

i have this weird desire to break my arm or my leg
lol
don't you think it's something you should be able to experience like once in your lifetime?
anyway it seems fun to me
maybe the pain would upset me for a while
but i don't really care about the pain haha
wen ning and I were discussing about how to break our arm.
seems quite hard to me.

i do not wear contact lenses!
for the last time already.
no i walk around blind:)
its surprising how i always manages to take the correct bus home all this time.

i used to think that all chinese teachers have two thumbs.(on each hand)
why?
cause my primary school teacher have four thumbs in total
you know when you grow up being exposed to something
it just register in your mind as the norm
so yep.
guess i'm too stupid haha

my whole bedroom is pink in colour
and when i say the whole room is pink
you better believe it.
the cupboards. pink
the table. pink
the walls. pink
the curtains. pink
the chair. pink
the lamp. pink
the bed. pink
now you must think i live in barbie's room
not my choice anyway
my mum decided to make the whole room pink for me.
it has been that way since primary one
and i don't really bother changing it
i have gotten used to seeing pink all over me when i wake up.
oh my brother's room is all blue.
talk about stereotyping.

i can't cook to save my life
like argh
my brother enjoys teasing me about the fact that i can't even cook maggi mee
i told my mum not to bother buying maggi mee since i can't cook them anyway:)

i love swimming.
swimming is like breathing
i don't understand how some people just can't stand swimming
swimming is so relaxing and calming
the silence.the cooling waters.the feeling that you don't weigh a thing
the joy of swimming is unbelievable:)

my brain self-censors all the memories that i have
haha
like i only remember good times
but never the bad times
unless it was really traumatising
and i tend to forget all the embarrassing stuff that i did
though friends never fail to remind me!

something happened a few years ago
it still hurts now
and i miss that someone who used to be very close to me
it hurts when we behave like strangers now.
you can still see the pain
as until now we are still grappling with the effects of it all
i don't think things will ever be the same again
but at least things are looking up now
one thing is for sure
i'm stronger than i ever thought i was:)

that's about all i think:)


what do you think two j2 njc students will do after school with only a mere 4 days to prelims?
we shop, that's what:)
for prom dresses nonetheless. haha

we got lost in taka at some point. while trying to get out, we tried to follow the signs.
qiling:"we must go up here."
the way i see it, there was only a path with no staircase in view.
me:"is it just me, or do you see an invisble staircase that i don't see at all?"
hahaha
i must say teo qiling cracks me up:)
she manages to embarrass the both of us constantly as we wrecked havoc from heeren to wisma to cineleisure to paragon...
it was as if we were on a mission to embarrass ourselves in front of as many guys as possible
the last we counted, we had made a fool of ourselves in front of 50-100 people?

qiling looks like a cancer survivor over here.
and over here, she looks like a martian. you can see i am trying very hard not to laugh:)
qiling and her patrick:) i tell you. qiling loves nothing more than her patrick. she ran all the way into the baby fair for patrick and hugged it as if it was her own. she refused to let go even after we realised that we could not afford to buy it. and when i asked her if to choose between food and patrick, she actually chose patrick! can you imagine qiling choosing something over food??!!
we forced a malay auntie to take this photo for us. she was VERY amused by us. she even imitiated our high-pitched screams(the joy of taking phtots were overwhelming) when she thought we were not listening. we later saw her taking a photo with spongebob as well. tsk auntie. tsk tsk. haha


i must say shopping with qiling is exhausting and most certainly torturous for my eardrums(she's fond of singing the same line over and OVER again). but overall, it was a fun-packed outing:))


I was bored so i took the 5 factor IPIP personality test.
the result:
Chiew yee, your most unique quality is that you're unusually Personable

You come to life when you're around others and are a real “people person.” You're also a natural leader and are able to maneuver difficult personal situations with ease and tact. You're on the ball, assertive, and have energy to carry out your best ideas. Not to mention the fact that people just enjoy being around you. Compared to others who are outgoing, you have an unusually warm nature. Only 1.6% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.

unusually personable? haha why do they make me sound like some weirdo.
wow, only 1.6% have my personality. i'm unique (: sort of.


i don't know what i want
i can just slap myself right now
why is it that i feel so confused
when there's nothing to be confused about?
i'm supposed to be happy right
now tell me why i don't feel a thing...

anyway my mum is getting ridiculous
you know they say most of the kids who turn rebellious
started out as relatively good kids
they were actually pushed by their parents to rebel
THAT is soo true.

one thing you need to know
i crack under pressure
so back off.


have you ever done something that you really really regret
and it keeps bothering you
no matter how much you try to let it not get to you?

these two days have been very erm..terrifying
haha
i landed myself into some SERIOUS trouble
like for the first time
i am usually a good student ok. :)

let me tell you why i totally ruined my reputation of being a relatively good student.

it all started when my friend(i shall not state names here in case she feels embarrassed.haha) stained her skirt.
stained as in you know. THAT thing
she discovered it only when we were getting ready to go for maths class
so i offered to wash it for her
i tried calling my other maths classmate to tell her that i will be late for maths
she did not pick up the phone
so i sms-ed her instead

we took about 10-15 minutes washing and drying my friend's skirt
that effectively leaves 35 minutes of maths lesson time.
considering i was on the third floor
by the time i walked down to the first floor
and down the corridor to the maths class
i would have been 20 minutes late?

now.
being so late.
i didn't dare to step into class
my teacher is known for being extremely unhappy when someone is late.
and what if she asked me to explain myself?
what was i supposed to say?

SO
i skipped maths and headed to the library to do my own work instead
no big deal right?
WRONG

there was supposed to be this maths lecture straight after maths tutorial(which i skipped)
i went happily
only to see ms ling (that's my maths tutor) in the lecture hall
Oh.my.god
just picture me trying very very hard to hide myself after i found a seat next to shufen
what makes things worse was that my maths class got back their statistics paper
there was this re-test on thursdays
so i really needed to know if i passed my test
and that would mean approaching ms ling...
i remembered shufen telling me not to be scared.
me: "why ? do i look like i am very scared?"
shufen: "you look terrified"
hahaha then she proceeded to shake me

ok the next scene is very very scary.
me: "er ms ling may i have my paper back"
ms ling: "NO."
ok that was not the answer i was expecting at all.
ms ling: "you did not go for my tutorial"
i tried to explain
but you could see she was not buying it
ms ling: "is it worth it?"
that was the last thing she said to me.

i was rather dazed after that.
haha everyone started approaching me to ask if i was ok
i think i looked like i was going to faint or something.

i went home
thinking and thinking and thinking about it
somehow my mind kept replaying the image of ms ling saying "no" to me

i went to school today, terrified
and dreading the maths tutorial
i forced my friends to wish me luck
hahah

in the end,
ms ling made everyone who was not at the tutorial yesterday to explain themselves
when it was my turn
i told her the truth
that is i did not dare to go for class because i was so late
she scolded me i think
i don't remember
i only recalled feeling so relieved
hahaha

everything's fine now
except that i have loads of maths to do.
i guess its her way of punishing us?
i don't mind
it was my fault for skipping her lesson anyway.

oh by the way,
i passed my test!!!
i got a C
one more mark and i would have gotten a B
haha but a C is good enough
considering i have not been doing stats qns at all:):):)




my parents are so hip!
they went sentosa yesterday. omg
haha apparently they had to entertain some business partner from taiwan
NA-RU-WAN~ ee ya NA-RU-WAN (for those who dunno this-its a taiwan tourism song:) )
HAHA i have to sing that everytime someone says taiwan.
i know amy can't stand me singing that. haha

my daddy is super funny.
he insisted that i join them
because he had secretly planned to matchmake me with his business partner's son.
?!
HAHA
my mum was nice enough to warn me
don't you think my parents are hilarious?
even though they love to control me, come into my room to disturb me, demand that i do not lock my door EVEN when i am bathing, scold me when i watch s'pore idol...the list goes on
i still love them:)))

and daddy?
stop trying to matchmake me!
are you that desperate to get me out of the house?
hahahaha


one year just flew past don't you think?
remember celebrating chinghow's birthday just last year?
we bought him some cake and used french fries as candles?:)

this time,
at least we went somewhere nicer.
and there were more people attending
of course we were celebrating kangyu and dan's birthdays as well
"Save dan fund" is hilarious. hope you like your angbao dan!

i love my 4J classmates.
somehow if you told me then that i would become so much closer to the guys in our class
i would have laughed
but look at me now
i tell luc everything that's happening to me
i crap with lun online. he's the only one that makes me feel very childish:)
anyway let me digress a little. weilun! stop saying that you-know-who and another-you-know-who are gays! stop speculating! :) they are so not.
i update dan on what's happening whenever i see him.
sometimes i talk to chinghow online.
lets not forget the girls in 4J:)
the best friends i can ever ask for:)

ok about that previous entry.
i read through it again
and grimaced
gosh
when i was typing it
i thought i was just complaining
but somehow everyone thought i was depressed
i am so not.
don't get me wrong
sara's death was hard for me
however there's a fine line between mourning and sinking into depression
ok that doesn't make sense

i am falling in love with a song.
i mentioned it to alex
and he sent it to me!
so nice:)
(the above was added in on request haha)
High School Muscial soundtrack: Breaking free




argh life sucks.
i hate school
ms ting hates me. she says i am very blur.
who's the blur one? her question doesn't even make sense!
i feel like sleeping in school like 70% of the time
(the remaining time is spent eating, talking or day-dreaming)
everyone's falling sick
statistics paper was horrible.
i m so sure i failed it
my handphone is so screwed up
i am thinking of throwing it into the toilet bowl
sometimes i feel like eating
sometimes i just don't feel like eating
sara passed away. we buried her in our back yard. :(
(so chinghow, i don't think you can meet her?)
my backyard is like a pet cemetery
ok that sounds creepy
don't even get me started on my revision for Alevels.
argh.
enough drama for you?


BABY SARA:))


she looks like a hamster right now. maybe that's why i am so fond of her. as you can see, i think she loves me too:) let me remind you she's only one week old. haha




it's a weird thing
when you are really happy
your friends around you start being depressed
and then you actually feel guilty for being so happy

my dearie SOU:)
cheer up. i know its been really really hard for you. but at least you have friends that gather around you. and you do know that i will be there for you if you need me. i only wish that i was there for you. if it helps, you can call me anytime anywhere. anyway do take care. i will see you soon. i promise:)

my dearie XINYU:)
i understand how you feel. i really do. it hurts but just give yourself time and i'm sure you will be able to forget about it really soon. it's perfectly normal to feel that way. you are not a robot. you are entittled to cry over it. like i said to you the other time, sometimes it really is for the best:)

my dearie MAVIS:)
haha actually i don't really know what's happening to you, but you sound kind of frustrated and emo. SO CHEER UP. you can always vent your frustrations on ME! i really don't mind you know. haha cause i know you don't mean it. right? aha let's go swimming soon:D you can tell me what's happening while we float around the pool.

my dearie YANRU:)
why do you want to shout out loud anyway? haha now that you have SO MANY FREE sms. we can communicate easier. and no i am not lazy pok. i'm just a very reluctant student:) and THAT is not a crime. XD

my dearie VIVIEN:)
i'm sorry about the phone. but i think you aren't really bothered by it now har? still, it's not your fault that you lost your phone. i hope the person who stole your phone( and your NDP goodie bag) fall into the drain or something:)

my dearie JASLYN:)
what's wrong with your body?
first you tell me you have a fever. then i read on your blog that you cannot control your bowels? haha do take care of your super fragile body. i'm sure ryan is so heartbroken right now.

BE HAPPY my friends:)


let me tell you why JOVIAL LOVES JOYOUS!

JJ and i have made a very important decision
haha in future, when she gives birth to a son
she will call him JOVIAL
i will give birth to a daughter
and she will be named JOYOUS

since JJ and i are such good friends
we have decided to matchmake our children EVEN before they are born
haha

JOVIAL and JOYOUS-one happy happy family:)

don't ask me what happens if i give birth to a son or whatever
jj and i are very determined that things will turn out just the way we want it:)


why is it so hard to believe that i pon sch today! i am quite amused by people messaging me to ask me why i am not in school. hahaha i am fine. liwen decided to pon school so since i don't have a ride to school, i agreed to pon with her. i am starting to become very very rebellious. don't you think? MUST BE DORA"S fault. dora is a bad influence haha anyway school must be pretty boring for you guys har? no one to entertain you all today:)

yesterday was NOT a well-spent mugging day.
firstly, i had hell of a time trying to tidy up all my notes and stuff in my room(its getting harder to just ignore them:D)
let me say its not easy to pack your room with your mugging friends constantly pestering you to speed up.
in the end, i sort of gave up.
i was already two hours late anyway
so i offered to buy them lunch
haha a five minutes walk to liwen's house became a half hour journey.

when i finally settled down to mug on liwen's couch
I FELL ASLEEP.
sigh

10 minutes later i woke up
i was banished to study in liwen's room with the radio blasting to keep me awake
and the bed stacked with notes to prevent me from falling asleep on it
they also made it a point to scream my name to ask if i was alive and kicking

somehow i don't know why but the three of us found ourselves using the computer.
hahahahaha

i am such a bad mugger
*correction i am so not a mugger:)

update on ndp soon;)


FIREWORKS* (in case you didn't realise, the * represents the fireworks-so creative right! haha)


we are a bunch of happy happy people:)


this is going to be one looong entry. national day celebration was so much fun! i can't believe that A01 just went crazy. while the entire student body was just sitting there and sulking, we were shouting, singing, waving our arms in the air, going gaga over the hand slapping thingy, eating... somehow we seem to think that we were at some rock concert:)
haha this is good practise for NDP later:)

isn't it better to try and have fun instead of looking at us and frown?

MY HANDPHONE IS VERY VERY NAUGHTY. it just died on me when i reached ps. i finally watched lakehouse!:) but it really is not romantic at all and it's very draggy. i wonder why atiqah cried while watching it. hmm haha

anyway it was a long wait after the movie before the 4 peeps from 4J decided to turn up?! i managed to bump into jaslyn! haha we were like two jumping bunnies;) lucas was obviously not amused.

i wonder why i always feel like puking when i see food. luc and wei lun thinks i am anorexic. ho ho really?

super kiasu weilun made us walk all the way to marina bay to "chop" good seats at 7pm when the fireworks display only starts at 9pm? it was still relatively enjoyable as we sat there chatting and listening to Singapore songs. BUT after one hour just sitting there, i was really really bored.
that's luc doing his HOMEWORK.haha so hardworking! at the back you can see the mr kiasu(weilun) setting up his professional photography equipments. haha
we were bored so yea:)




isn't the night scene just beautiful:)


TML IS TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!
MY GOD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
hahahaha:)

ms ng said my econs essay writing skill has improved. ho ho
she said she still remembered my first essay which from the look on her face must be pretty horrendous. haha i waved my hands in front of her very dramatically to stop her from describing my first piece of work.

when i am nervous
my stomach would hurt
and it sure as hell is hurting right now:)

baby sara(the baby chinchilla) has grown into TWICE its size
in just ONE day!
wow
they just seem to grow up too fast
hahah insert sobbing sounds from my brother in the background.
:):):)





With so many chinchillas living in pet stores, zoos and people's homes, it seems somewhat ironic that people still ask what is it? One may describe this animal as looking similar to a chubby squirrel with big ears or having a rabbit's body with large mouse-like ears and a squirrel's tail. However, the fact remains that they are a rodent!

Chinchilla means "little chinta" a name given by the Indian tribes in their area. The chinchilla is from South America, more specifically in the countries of Argentina, Bolivia, Peru, and Chile in the high altitudes of the Andes Mountains. Their scientific name is Chinchilla lanigera, which means long-tailed chinchilla. Their class is Mammalia (Mammals), their order Rodentia (Rodents), and their family is called the Chinchillidae (Chinchillas and Visachas).


i realise i update quite often

anyway i heard from someone that
you were never made to live on this world to think about dying
or something along these lines

but how can one not think about it
when death seems to be all around us
how can you look at your grandpa who's dying
and not think of death
i teared when my mum whispered to my grandad-its ok if you want to leave, i just want you to leave peacefully
how can someone so strong years ago become so fragile and weak?
how can it be when i called him he didn't respond to me
he didn't smile at me
he didn't even open his eyes
"i'm sure he heard you" my mum said
i looked at her
was she trying to convince me or convince herself?


feelings. mood. emotions
it's strange isn't it

one moment you can be shouting out with joy
and the next
its not even appropriate to smile

my brother scared the living hell out of me
first thing in the morning nonetheless
i saw him going down the stairs
then like 2minutes later
i heard him scream
there was something about the way he screamed that made my heart skipped a beat
i thought my father fainted or something
then he pounded up the stairs
i could see he was holding something in his hands
it was white
and surprisingly tiny
a closer look and i saw it had a tail
eew
"what is that!?"
"my chinchilla gave birth!!" i swear his eyes were sparkling
"and i didn't even know she was pregnant!"
now why does this seem all too familiar
oh now i remember
i didn't realise my hamster was pregnant too
until 5 piglet like creatures were found in the cage
i guess stupidity runs in the family

i heard my mum cry today
at first i thought i was hearing things
but when i went out of my room
there she was crying as she tried to iron my uniform
i asked her what happened
when she didn't say anything
i just walked away

i went to sit with my brother in the chinchilla room
he didn't seem a tad bothered when i told him mum was crying
so we just sat there and looked at the newborn

my mum came down a few minutes later
and asked my brother if he wants to visit ah gong in hospital
my brother shook his head
sometimes i just want to slap him
my mum said something(i could sense bitterness in her tone) i couldn't hear

now why didn't she ask me the same question i wondered
then i realised it was redundant to ask me
i was expected to be there for her

i seem to be the only one she can turn to in situations as such
but somehow i think that's not enough for her

i can't feel her pain
but i do understand it
yet i cannot do anything about it

someday that bastard will pay





aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
njsbfghuithujbgasjbwuiawfofuoho

ok this is how i feel now
hahaha:)


HO HO HO
today must be the best day EVER
:)
ok i cannot stop smiling now
so don't blame me for acting like an idiot
haha yanru this is such a beautiful moment! XD
i don't know what came over me
but i was knocking my head on the table during geo
to stop myself from grinning!
haha ms lim thought i was laughing at her joke
if only she knew:)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY my idiot brother!
not that you would be reading this anyway
(if you are i will kill you)
i brought a slice of the durian cake to school yesterday
it was so nice that atiqah wanted me to bring her another slice today
so i had to fight off my FATHER AND MY BROTHER
for that last slice
hahaha my brother was like- BUT ITS MY CAKE!
i looked at him-and your point is?
HAHA ok i am being mean to my brother i can't help it

i am going to the national day parade next wednesday!
jj lent me her red shirt
and guess what
it has a HUGE pig in front and the words OINK! NEWBIE
how nice of jj

i have a feeling i would have the time of my life next week
and i am not just talking about the national day celebrations:)

anyway yanru
i am horrified at my unglam behaviour at mcdonalds just now
lol


:):):)
ok i am not sad anymore
in fact i am very very happy everyday.
i have strange mood swings:)
i think all the A01 people are talking about how much they love the class
so i shall join in
I LOVE A01!!! i love them to Mars and back:)

i finished My Sister's keeper in ONE DAY!
i'm so proud of myself
haha i beat liting who finished in two days and liwen who well took a thousand years
i must say its the best book that i ever read.

mavis told me something so hilarious today!
apparently royston saw me and yanru at jp
so he shouted my name not once but twice
the funny thing is i was on the other side of the buiding
HAHAHAH obviously i didn't hear him:)

chiewyee!
basically what we have here is a dreamer. someone out of touch with reality. when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly.
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