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Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 9:13 PM
do a little happy dance won't you?
 so life's all about drama and the trauma that comes along with it.
i have been getting alot of that for the past two weeks.
overall, i would say it's life changing. cause i have really learn alot from all the screaming, crying and emotional burdens thrown at me.
one thing is for sure, avoidance is never the key.
all my life, i avoid.
i think you could say i am a coward, because i never really like to deal with problems/conflicts. when they come knocking, i will shove them aside and wait till it blows over and all would be fine(for me that is).
it's like if i don't know how to deal with a situation, i don't deal with it. period.
i am passive about being passive.
i joke and i laugh just to get out of a potential 'situation'. but that doesn't mean i am not affected. it just mean that i would rather not let the 'situation' get blown out of proportion.
i hardly ever let myself tell people how i really feel.
i always think that by suppressing my feelings or my anger especially, things would turn out fine.
usually that's the case.
but all the sweeping dirt under the carpet trick was really getting me nowhere.
in fact, i ended up in a place worse than i was originally at.
which is bad.
so right now, the thing is i am still passive ...
but but now, i can guarantee you that i don't ignore people like i used to
haha much to the surprise of my friends.
let's hope this new found attitude remains (:
and of course for certain things, i have learnt to let go. i want my life to be really positive and any source of negativity is not welcomed.
boy have i come a long wayyyyy.
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Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 9:13 PM
do a little happy dance won't you?
so life's all about drama and the trauma that comes along with it.
i have been getting alot of that for the past two weeks.
overall, i would say it's life changing. cause i have really learn alot from all the screaming, crying and emotional burdens thrown at me.
one thing is for sure, avoidance is never the key.
all my life, i avoid.
i think you could say i am a coward, because i never really like to deal with problems/conflicts. when they come knocking, i will shove them aside and wait till it blows over and all would be fine(for me that is).
it's like if i don't know how to deal with a situation, i don't deal with it. period.
i am passive about being passive.
i joke and i laugh just to get out of a potential 'situation'. but that doesn't mean i am not affected. it just mean that i would rather not let the 'situation' get blown out of proportion.
i hardly ever let myself tell people how i really feel.
i always think that by suppressing my feelings or my anger especially, things would turn out fine.
usually that's the case.
but all the sweeping dirt under the carpet trick was really getting me nowhere.
in fact, i ended up in a place worse than i was originally at.
which is bad.
so right now, the thing is i am still passive ...
but but now, i can guarantee you that i don't ignore people like i used to
haha much to the surprise of my friends.
let's hope this new found attitude remains (:
and of course for certain things, i have learnt to let go. i want my life to be really positive and any source of negativity is not welcomed.
boy have i come a long wayyyyy.
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chiewyee!
basically what we have here is a dreamer.
someone out of touch with reality.
when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly.
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so life's all about drama and the trauma that comes along with it.