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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 12:34 PM
i feel that i have been trying very very hard for the past few months to be a better friend, a better person, everything. but somehow it seems that no matter how much i try, it's never going to be enough isn't it? everything i do is wrong wrong wrong. some things i personally feel that i cannot really help it, it's out of my control, but i still persist in making an effort to keep everything in check. i am trying, but somewhere along those lines, i lost myself. i stopped thinking about myself because of the people around me and yet i am still blamed for not doing enough, for not being deserving. honestly i don't know what to do anymore. i am not perfect, but somehow i want to be. i want to make everyone happy, tell me how to. |
