drama queen says boo

	Sunday, August 06, 2006 @ 4:49 PM i realise i update quite often anyway i heard from someone that you were never made to live on this world to think about dying or something along these lines but how can one not think about it when death seems to be all around us how can you look at your grandpa who's dying and not think of death i teared when my mum whispered to my grandad-its ok if you want to leave, i just want you to leave peacefully how can someone so strong years ago become so fragile and weak? how can it be when i called him he didn't respond to me he didn't smile at me he didn't even open his eyes "i'm sure he heard you" my mum said i looked at her was she trying to convince me or convince herself?	Sunday, August 06, 2006 @ 4:49 PM i realise i update quite often anyway i heard from someone that you were never made to live on this world to think about dying or something along these lines but how can one not think about it when death seems to be all around us how can you look at your grandpa who's dying and not think of death i teared when my mum whispered to my grandad-its ok if you want to leave, i just want you to leave peacefully how can someone so strong years ago become so fragile and weak? how can it be when i called him he didn't respond to me he didn't smile at me he didn't even open his eyes "i'm sure he heard you" my mum said i looked at her was she trying to convince me or convince herself?	profile chiewyee! basically what we have here is a dreamer. someone out of touch with reality. when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly. bolditalicunderline~~strikeout~~	loves Teen Vogue Fashionista chronicles of miss snow chictopia gossip girl 90210 cindy daniel janice jacelyn jaslyn jeremiah lucas mavis mr choy qiling sophie weilun woei lin zong bing	monthly archive December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2012 recent entries feelings. mood. emotionsit's strange isn't itone m... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanjsbfghuithujbgasjbwu... HO HO HOtoday must be the best day EVER:)ok i cann... :):):)ok i am not sad anymorein fact i am very ve... i feel a rebellious streak coming over memaybe shu... it was just a casual questionasked out of concernb... what's left of me is what i pretend to bei feel li... i tried to hide the dark clouds above my headbut a... have you heard of positive imaging?its like thisWH... i love A01;) we are simply amazing! wed was racial...
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