|
|
Thursday, July 27, 2006 @ 7:34 PM
i tried to hide the dark clouds above my head but apparently i wasn't quite successful either that or my friends really know me well:) yes i tend to smile and laugh EVEN when i am depressed. i don't see why i must let the whole world see my black face whenever i am sad right. so i joke so i laugh but underneath it all i am damn depressed. i looked at my handphone with disgust and absolute disdain this morning. it seemed to be mocking me. sometimes i just wished the case screen would change to"new message received" BUT no the more you wish for something to happen the more it refuses to do so so i sulked(underneath that is) i even complained to jaslyn-i think my hp is spoiled she did not get what i mean at first but after i told her she understood and offered to give me a hug:D but i know a hug doesn't change anything so i said no hahaha qiling was upset this morning too.i think our CT is getting from bad to worse. bullying students and all. tsk tsk there was supposed to be an A01 outing today. correction there was A01 outing today. but i really wasn't in the mood so i went home in the past i really hated walking home. because i live in such an ulu place , i have to walk VERY VERY far every single day of my life. now i really enjoy walking home it's sort of relaxing i call it my daily dose of therapeutic walk:) when i was at boon lay interchange today, i decided to take a casual look at my hp "new message received" hmm haha my face just *bing* brightened up after reading the message. i was laughing and grinning to myself as i got into the line i'm sure the whole world thought i was insane but at that time i didn't care i skipped all the way home today chiewyee is a very happy girl:):):) |
