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Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 11:09 AM
they don't know me anyway I don't understand how i can become such an emotional wreck in just a matter of days. especially at this point of my life, when i thought that i have finally gained the sense of being independent (and loving it). It's not as if the situation in school is bad, it's just hmm not good.( i suspect this has to do with the fact that i came in with high expectations) and most of you probably have listened to me talk about it over and over. i am not expecting people to understand or tell me that it would get better(ok maybe i am lying sometimes it helps that people understand and convince me that things would turn out fine haha), i just needed to talk to people/let them know how i feel. maybe only through that will i know that i actually exist and that i actually matter. only then would i feel like i am not staring at the world from the outside, but i am actually involved. now that matters. i want to be able to proudly say "i am feeling grand!" when people ask me how i am! but, i seek solace in the fact that i have great friends:)
Throw it away Forget yesterday Well make the great escape We wont hear a word they say They dont know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight Tonight will change our lives Its so good to be by your side And well cry But we wont give up the fight Well scream loud at the top of our lungs Theyll think its just cause were young We'll feel so alive |
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