Saturday, June 24, 2006 @ 3:12 PM
i shall tell u a story. there was once a girl living in a house.the house was hugeand there was a beautiful graden surrounding the housebut this compound was isolated from the rest of the landu seeenormous walls stand tall and menacingseparating the girl from the rest of the worldno one ever bothers to come visit . the walls look too intimidatingyou would think the girl would be happy she had everything in that pretty big house of hersbut that was not what she wantedshe wants freedomshe wants to see the worldshe does not want to be restricted by the walls it was suffocating herthen one day, a stranger came byand knocked gently on the doorthe girl obviously heard the knockshe was so happyfor the first time she had a visitoras she was about to open the doorher family stopped her."you can't just open the door to anyone you know..you can only open the door to people you have known for ages""why?" the girl wondered to herselfif you never open the door you never know what lies beyond that don't you think?"something bad might happen we must not open the door" the family insisted.the girl nodded.the family happy that the girl was listening to them walked back into the housethe girl made sure they were out of view first before she opened the door. she was careful to not make any soundwhat she saw almost took her breath away. this was her first time looking beyond those walls surrounding her houseand she was amazed.the stranger approached her the stranger put out one hand and the girl hesistated before reaching out they went around the world exploring and discovering the beautiful sightsbut the girl knew that all these happy memories would come to an end.and how true that was.the time came when the stranger had to leave.the girl said nothing but inside her heart was breakingshe went back home tired her family was overjoyed to see her.they thought they had lost her.the girl tried to smile but she realised she couldn'tshe wasn't sad that she was homebut rather she found herself missing that stranger.the thought of not ever seeing that stranger again pains hernot a day went by without her standing at the closed doorhoping to hear a knock... to see the stranger's face againat first the family sympathised with herbut they soon grew tired of itthey demanded that she stop doing that"wasting you life away wishing for something to happen when you know nothing is ever going to come out of all these waiting" her family shouted to herbut the girl held on to her faithshe believed that one daythe stranger would come backthen one day she received a letter from the strangercan you imagine her happiness?she was very happy indeedthey exchanged lettersbut the letters stopped coming after a whiledespite that, she continued waiting and waiting and waitinga few days gone by with no signs of any letter whatsoeverso the girl decided to take the initiative and send a letter to the stranger instead(much to the objection of her family once again)and yes the stranger repliedbut like the first time it ended the girl did not know what to think of thatshe only know that she was very very tiredso she went to sleepand the next dayshe woke up and felt a sense of emptynessone that she never felt beforeshe keeps thinking to herselfwere her feelings for the stranger even real in the first place?will time make her forget whatever that has happen?will she be able to accept the reality and move on while she still can?will she ever look back and remember happy memories instead of the painful ones?to be continued...haha i think this entry is damn random. anyway just read this as a story do not try to relate this to anything. if not i will just delete this entry:)