drama queen says boo

	Monday, February 01, 2010 @ 11:10 AM try sleeping with a broken heart there were many instances where i felt that i wanted/needed to stand up and just walk away. but i didn't. then there's the night that i felt so lost and confused to the point that it tired me out. but i held on. still, nothing compares to this morning where i woke up, relieved to actually hear the drilling noises. it was a welcomed distraction from my thoughts. i am actually pretty ashamed for subjecting myself to what killed my heart in the first place. it was as if i thought that maybe reading it again will make it hurt less and less. well it didn't. i foresee vicious cycles.	Monday, February 01, 2010 @ 11:10 AM try sleeping with a broken heart there were many instances where i felt that i wanted/needed to stand up and just walk away. but i didn't. then there's the night that i felt so lost and confused to the point that it tired me out. but i held on. still, nothing compares to this morning where i woke up, relieved to actually hear the drilling noises. it was a welcomed distraction from my thoughts. i am actually pretty ashamed for subjecting myself to what killed my heart in the first place. it was as if i thought that maybe reading it again will make it hurt less and less. well it didn't. i foresee vicious cycles.	profile chiewyee! basically what we have here is a dreamer. someone out of touch with reality. when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly. bolditalicunderline~~strikeout~~	loves Teen Vogue Fashionista chronicles of miss snow chictopia gossip girl 90210 cindy daniel janice jacelyn jaslyn jeremiah lucas mavis mr choy qiling sophie weilun woei lin zong bing	monthly archive December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2012 recent entries the one thing that i tried to hold on to the longest night for sure wishful thinking i'll tell you a secret I am Legend the ups and the downs midweek midday jan blues fine, i am old, take 2! birthday scar
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