drama queen says boo

	Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 12:01 PM jan blues maybe it's the fact that there is non-stop drilling since 9am right behind my bedroom wall, or maybe it's the fact that there is this very persistently annoying raja guy who keeps calling and messaging me despite the fact that i have ignored his every attempt, in any case, this is how i feel right now. ... :( speechless and upset. actually i don't think it's any of the above reasons that caused this current unhealthy state of mind. i know very well how scary it can be when i get upset. that's because once i start the downward spiral of emotions, the possibility of me making a bad decision is infinitely high. this is really not the right time for me to feel this way. it's like chasing the very last train, when we both know it's too late.	Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 12:01 PM jan blues maybe it's the fact that there is non-stop drilling since 9am right behind my bedroom wall, or maybe it's the fact that there is this very persistently annoying raja guy who keeps calling and messaging me despite the fact that i have ignored his every attempt, in any case, this is how i feel right now. ... :( speechless and upset. actually i don't think it's any of the above reasons that caused this current unhealthy state of mind. i know very well how scary it can be when i get upset. that's because once i start the downward spiral of emotions, the possibility of me making a bad decision is infinitely high. this is really not the right time for me to feel this way. it's like chasing the very last train, when we both know it's too late.	profile chiewyee! basically what we have here is a dreamer. someone out of touch with reality. when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly. bolditalicunderline~~strikeout~~	loves Teen Vogue Fashionista chronicles of miss snow chictopia gossip girl 90210 cindy daniel janice jacelyn jaslyn jeremiah lucas mavis mr choy qiling sophie weilun woei lin zong bing	monthly archive December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2012 recent entries fine, i am old, take 2! birthday scar wuhoo chiewyee's TAKE 2 when the office becomes a childcare centre he loves you though please stop this took 2 hours xoxo sop channeling lucas
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