Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 9:58 PM
i feel like digging a hole and staying in there
it was as if i knew what was going to happen at that exact moment...
when i woke up, all i knew was that i had to read through my phone's inbox.
and there it was,
what i was expecting.
'girl!!! wad are you doin on a blogshop?? Lol..is she ur fren??'
liwen
horror.dread.anxiety.confusion.fear.horrorwith panicky hands, i rushed to log onto facebook.
and true enough, it has to be JASLYN IN CAPS AND HER USUAL OMG CHEWY. her wall post was lacking her trademark HAHAHAHAHAHA though, poor girl, i must have shocked her too much
i
need to die right now.
anyway studying is a good distraction from dying. mugging with jinglin and woeilin in the central library was very productive indeed. though we did have our moments of girl/future/nonsense talk. all in all, it was still extremely beneficial for me. poor woeilin though. she had to deal with my sudden outbursts of 'omg i need to kill myself' throughout the day hahaha
one excellent news today: I AM OFFICIALLY DEBT FREE.
imagine me saying that excitedly, with arms raised and cheering.. in the library.

what a weird shade of green for a car. very intriguing, found myself following it just to take a picture.

that is one cool car! it's like less than half the height of any normal car. but i can't say the same for the driver (in terms of coolness not height) he was at 70km/h at most.

my highly anticipated Benefit posie tint from US!

jinglin and her sexy lips

i am very amused with woeilin's notes because basically she highlighted almost everything on her notes?
Social Phobia
is a condition characterized by a marked and persistent fear of social or performance situations in which embarrassment may occur. Exposure to the social or performance situation almost invariably provokes an immediate anxiety response. Although adolescents and adults with this disorder recognize that their fear is excessive or unreasonable, this may not be the case in children. Most often, the social or performance situation is avoided, although it is sometimes endured with dread.