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Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 2:32 AM
i am self-reflecting so much has happened. between then and now. i look at my past entries and i think to myself- am i the same person who wrote all of that? my answer to that would be 'no, i am not' i am guessing you would be scoffing at that and saying 'who is she trying to kid?" but i would like to believe that i am growing (not in terms of height mind you). and i truly think that i have. sometimes i think people have this mechanism within themselves which controls the way they behave or react to things. it's just like when someone throws you a situation, you would just behave in a certain way. that's what i am talking about, something which comes naturally, like an instinct. if you hate your particular mechanism within you. fight it. change it. alter it to the way you want it to be. the day when you can stop reminding yourself that you shouldn't do this or that is the day that you have won over that mechanism. and boy would you love that day. i know i do. |
