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Saturday, December 09, 2006 @ 1:33 PM
i should have seen this coming actually i did but part of me just wanted to believe that it's not true looking back i realise there were many signs at that moment i was just so shocked besides the shock i was otherwise quite calm surprisingly calm but the tears started falling somehow i think i am still refusing to accept it but it will never work out so why am i doing this to myself why do i want to continue when i know i am going to get hurt i think a part of me just died and i feel terrible i need to be stronger than this |