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Monday, December 11, 2006 @ 11:17 AM
i love my room i love the way when i close the door i feel safe and comfortable i love lying on my bed and looking up at the high ceiling i love the light spilling in from the top window making the whole room glow without even switching on any lights i love the fact that it is my own space somewhere where i can go to when i need to be left alone to just think i love the way how my room remains the same even after so many years when i am in my room i get the illusion that everything else remains the same as well i love it because that's the only place where i can really show my emotions and no one would ask me what's wrong because i don't feel like talking about it i don't like people fussing over me for the first time in my life i would like to solve this on my own and for the first time in my life i spent a record time shutting myself in my room with nothing but the radio on my handphone keeps beeping at one corner but i just didn't feel like replying all i did was just listen to the music and rest if i sounded sad that's because i was but if you ask me if i am still sad i would say i am not but after thinking so much and spending so much time with myself all the sadness just drifted away yesterday's star a w a rds was hilarious :) to you you should'nt have known i think i felt so sad initially because i thought that was it i thought i would never talk to you again and that upsets me because like i said i got used to having you in my life |
