i think i act like a chameleon. i m always trying to blend into my surroundings and i am constantly changing so much so that i don't even know who i m right now.

liwen is right. i have an alter ego. i have a side to me that no one has ever seen. the ugly side of me that i try desperately to hide.

how much do you really know about anyone. not much. we all have our own secret lives beyond our smiles and laughter.

i always wonder what my dreams mean. why is it that i keep dreaming of the same person over and over again. its painful for me to wake up and realize that the only time i get to see him is through my dreams. i am reminded of the past that we shared no matter how short it is. why do we have to bear all the pain when it is not even our fault.

i detest myself. i detest my experiences. i detest my life.
i just want to be myself for once. sadly i don't think i will ever have that courage to be just me.
i miss my kitten.

i think i act like a chameleon. i m always trying to blend into my surroundings and i am constantly changing so much so that i don't even know who i m right now.

liwen is right. i have an alter ego. i have a side to me that no one has ever seen. the ugly side of me that i try desperately to hide.

how much do you really know about anyone. not much. we all have our own secret lives beyond our smiles and laughter.

i always wonder what my dreams mean. why is it that i keep dreaming of the same person over and over again. its painful for me to wake up and realize that the only time i get to see him is through my dreams. i am reminded of the past that we shared no matter how short it is. why do we have to bear all the pain when it is not even our fault.

i detest myself. i detest my experiences. i detest my life.
i just want to be myself for once. sadly i don't think i will ever have that courage to be just me.
i miss my kitten.

chiewyee!
basically what we have here is a dreamer. someone out of touch with reality. when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly.
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